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4th of August 2026 | Sorry its not october as I said
Merv made this video… 10:19 PM
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2nd August 2026 | The pillbox is finally complete! Gosh, it’s a tiring job ๐ด
I took Happy for a nice long walk this evening. Just made it back to the driveway before it got completely dark. It was truly lovely walking on the dirt road in the countryside. Now I’m going to put my pyjamas on and get into bed and continue watching The Bombing of Pam AM 103…
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1st August 2026 | A bit of a catch up
If you enjoy, please like and subscribe ๐ 7:47 PM
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30th July 2026 | Missing a few days sucks..
Using Merv’s phone for this lol Its been an emotional day. On top of an emotional week. And now I’m so tired and already ready for bed. To sleep ๐ด 7:15 PM
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26th July 2026 | Camera cut me off. I’m completely out of space now ๐
I didn’t even manage to tell you all the reason I picked up the camera in the first place because I thought I should explain a bit more about yesterday given I’m now in a much calmer state. The reason is that I was craving a vape/cigarette by the end of the day. I’ve been…
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25th July 2026 | I hate Merv so bad, I don’t know what to do. We’re homeless again because of him! ๐ญ
I can’t live him anymore but I don’t know what to do because of Happy. We were so lucky and yet he fucked everything up again. I seriously hate him. He has been destroying my life since I moved in with him. I should have moved out straight away. I can’t stop crying. I don’t…
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24th July 2026 | I had to talk then and there because that’s when I needed to…
I’m now jumping in the shower. I’ll definitely look better after that ๐ Other than the catalyst of what has deeply damaged what I had praying was as good as I wanted to believe, but, like others, was not ๐ข Who I am, all the good I’ve done, the help I’ve provided, along with proving…
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23rd July 2026 | Damn, I honestly thought I’d only missed yesterday, not the past two days! ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐
Had an hour long osteo and massage appointment today. Both rolled into one long two hour session. Not that it felt anywhere near as long as that. Just got one last health insurance option to look at after receiving an email this morning from someone I spoke to from a non for profit company a…
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20th July 2026 | I’m not sure what thumbnail you see but I look nice in mine ๐
I don’t think any of what I was thinking about before picking up my phone to make this video was actually talked about. This I find strange, since it is what I wanted to talk about with you. Whatever comes out, I’m realising it too. In these occasions anyway. Today, I fully realised how ridiculous…
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6 July 2026 | Merv made this…
I imagine it was because I was sleeping ๐ 10:36 PM