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What a strange day
I forgot my afternoon medication. My ADHD medication. That is not good. This is not fun. Constantly repeating myself in everything I do. Ahhhhhhhhhh Ok, I’m good. Also, I took two of the 20 thc gummies when we got home. Which wasn’t very long ago. They’re yet to kick in. But the bong I had…
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I wonder what will happen π€
We opened the hate mail yesterday at approximately 3 PM. Merv swore he would absolutely do something about it. That it would never happen again. Just like he did the first time it happened. It’s now 3:19 PM, so, over 24 hours and he is yet to “do anything”. I don’t believe he will. I’ve…
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Sunday the 25th of January 2026
Merv is paying a lot of money for a really decent pair of hearing aids and yet he only really wears them when we go out. Or he has to talk to someone other than me. I have asked him so many times to please wear them. That is why he got them. Why he…
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Day 1488: Sunday the 25th of January at 2:30 PM
WOW!! π―π² I am watching myself in my video dates the 9th of December 2025. It doesn’t have what time it was made in the description (π€¦ββοΈ) and I just wanted to say, I can’t believe how bad I sound. I mean, I am literally describing how I feel in the video, but watching it…
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Day 1486: 23rd January 2026 | Today’s doctors appointment with Elean π
As always, Elean helped me see reason, through the eyes of a different perspective. In all truthfulness she was basically telling me everything I already know and believe in, yet haven’t been able to put into practice since my house was burnt down. Unfortunately, I’m becoming easily irritated and frustrated with myself every time I…
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Extra video: This is my first doctor’s appointment back with Elean on my 40th birthday βΊοΈ
This video was filmed on the 30th of December 2025. My 40th birthday. I made my appointment on my birthday because of how much I love my doctor. She is honestly one of the most amazing people I have ever had the privilege of meeting. I consider myself extremely lucky to have her as my…
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Day 1485: 22nd January 2026 | I miss Boss and my home. I’ve needed to cry a bit today π’
I just feel sad π 9:37 PM
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Day 1481: 18th January 2026 | Part 1 | Accidentally turned the camera off π π
4 Years, 20 days, including today π Smoking cigarettes is gross! Says the woman smoking a cigarette ππ Video made at 1:57 PMVideo uploaded at 2:22 PM
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Day 1480: 17th January 2026 | 4 Years, 19 days, including today π
Just writing the years and days in the title is so long, so, I’m definitely sticking with days as the first thing that is part of my videos title π I think. I will go back to putting it in the description. I’m not totally sure if I want to stop having a title at…
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Day 2219: 24th December 2025 | Simultaneously shown how insane this world is, while also kind π€¨
I only had $3.05 on me in coins and the sushi roll was $3.60. So, I asked the guy if he could please just let me buy one for the amount that I had. He said, no, there’s a camera right behind me. So, I asked him, do you throw everything out that isn’t sold…