She doesn’t want to spend any time with me lately and it’s making me sad.
I should have my weed pen before making this video.
Actually, I should have had this morning. I’m not sure why I almost never remember it until night.
I need it throughout the day. That’s literally why I’ve got it.
Though, my body is still is intense as ever. Six muscle relaxants a day and nothing. I would give anything in the world to feel relaxed for just one day. It’s been literally years.
I’m currently more awake than when I made this, but not much. I keep putting this down and not getting it uploaded..
Yeah, I am tired.
Luke was exhausted after work and fell asleep on my bed hours ago. I’ve been telling him for the past couple of days that he can crash next to me since he’s now working a really long, hard, physical days work and needs to be getting the best possible sleep he can, but he has still been falling asleep on the couch
oh god, I dropped the phone out of my hand at some point and just remembered now that I hadn’t actually uploaded it. Thank god it’s still here.
9:34 PM
