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24th August 2026 | I’m not sure why I’m still up considering how tired I am…
Though I think this tiredness has just hit me out of nowhere. The level of tiredness I mean. I’ve had a lovely day today which I’m very happy about. I do however have to go purchase batteries to be able to use the CD player I bought today to be able to listen to The…
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23rd August 2026 | Happy was so excited to see me when I got back from my shower ๐ฅณ
First time she has ever been left completely alone in the van and I am so proud of her!! My first day waking up alone was surreal and wonderful all at once. It literally felt different. Good different. I don’t really have the words to explain it. I’ve had a nice day. Walked Happy. Read…
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I’m absolutely loving my new site’s logo and business cards โก
I have so much work to do to get this website back up to where it needs to be, but I am so happy to say that I feel better than ever and super excited about life!! I had to go through the last two years to show me exactly how lucky I am and…
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24th May 2026 | Not feeling well and going to bed ๐ด
Not very interesting today diary. 9:47 PM
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23rd May 2026 | Dear Diary, I feel like shit, and nothing I say makes any sense…
I’m 100% in my head. That’s it in a nutshell. Spaced out and just not totally here it feels. .. I am very much looking forward to dinner. Especially after mowing the lawns, vacuuming and cutting all of the vegetables and tofu. Damn, just tuned out of everything again. Which unfortunately involved completely forgetting that…
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22nd May 2025 | Hmmm should I stop dating my titles? I do not know….
[SIDE NOTE: This video was made before lunch, just so everyone is on the same page ๐ ] I don’t think so. I reject even .. Actually, I stopped putting the days I’d been doing this because I had fucked them up and kept losing my place with them when I missed a video once in…
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21st May 2026 | Merv accidentally uploaded this as a short. Opps I thought I’d taught him what to do
I’m adding it here correctly, and especially the right way up. I’ve just had to explain to him that you can’t turn the camera around when you’ve already started recording. Merv made this because I was exhausted and honestly couldn’t be bothered when he reminded me to do it. Wrong attitude for sure given I…
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20th May 2026 | I don’t know what to title this ๐ ๐คฃ
Choosing titles is hard sometimes especially since being told I do not title anything right anyway lol We just took the dogs for a walk. Last night I got us lost in the woods for a bit so we’ve learnt to only walk in the daylight ๐ This property is absolutely gorgeous. I’ve shown more…
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19th May 2026 | Technology made me cry so I talked it out to you ๐ฅน
I seriously dislike technology. Most things to do with it anyway. The only real thing I like is being able to upload these videos. I feel extremely embarrassed about the state of my website which is why I’m trying to download and save my data to have room on my devices to start fixing my…
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18th of May 2026 | My urologist appointment went so well!!
We arrived an hour early which was incredible! Well, I think it might have been closer to 45 minutes since we stopped along the way to let Happy and Jackson pee. Plenty of time to get a coffee at the hospital Cafe which was nice. Thankfully, it is going to be relatively soon for my…