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People who wish to stay stuck, obviously can’t have me in their lives 🙄
Of course people who want to stay safe in their lives while genuinely unhappy can’t have me in their lives. Every single thing I’m about these days is growing and changing and evolving. So many times people get all pissed off because I am genuinely real and tell the truth. I am much nicer about…
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In bed before 7pm
I guess I have also realised that I use weed, food and tv and my major comfort mechanism. Probably that makes sense. I’ve started writing a letter to my therapist, listing how I feel, both now and in general. This involves being easily startled and extremely jumpy. Hopefully, at least now the bugs have actually…
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I wonder if it’s to do with that dodgy pet rescue 🤔
I mean that’s the only thing I can think of that could be why all of a sudden I have too much trauma. If that was it, at least that would make sense. But the only reason I haven’t called the taxation department to query about it, is because of my friendship with Nichele and…
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Every time I start crying Boss runs away 😭😭😭
Which just makes me cry even more. I allowed myself to believe that I had finally found someone, some people who completely accepted me into their friendship group. I feel so stupid. I’ve never been part of a friendship group for long. And the last one was high school, say age 16. I really starting…
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Is everyone that knows me, ashamed of me?
That thought has now been going around and around in my head for sometime. Along with all the people I know who don’t want others to know they read this blog or remind me why there is no way anyone in a professional sense can know of this. I mean that has to mean, I’m…
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Day 109: 17th April 2022 | Part 3 | People come and people go.. I accept this ♡
It has taken me most of my life to truly understand this with acceptance, but I am so happy to say that I am finally in a place where I can get past the hurt at a much faster rate. Something like this would have floored me, probably even a year ago. Don’t get me…
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Day 109: 17th April 2022 | Part 2 | Nichele just ended her friendship with me via text 😭
She told me we’d be friends for life. That I would never have to worry about spending another public holiday alone again. I thought it was just because she’s only recently out of the hospital that I haven’t seen her for Easter yet. I messaged to ask if she wanted to catch up for coffee…
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So much better! Hopefully this solves the bug problem 😅😂
I have taen everything out that I can. Besides the big blue fan, but it was difficult enough to tae the light down without any help, so leaving as is. I have vacuumed and mopped the entire tent, including taking out the second tent bottom to wash both sides and hung on the line. I…
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Ok, I feel silly 😆
I truly had no idea that I had left draining the water to this extent 😅 Of course the bugs are still coming in!! 🤦♀️ Honestly, right now, my biggest realisation and takeaway from this whole ordeal, is that I have clearly just been far more checked out of reality than I’ve fully realised.. Thankfully…
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The bugs are still taking up some of my energy 😒😠
I have no clue where they are coming from anymore. The tent is closed. I’ve even closed the door to the room, as much as I hate doing that. But I swear they are following me. Randy saw approximately 2 of them and yet there’s at least 5 flying around my face while I listen…
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