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I think I have accepted that I have to defer university again π
I have emailed the person in the disability department at uni and advised what is going on and asked for him to provide me with any information he can. I have worked out that provided I can still study over T3 and T1 next uear, that I wil be finished my degree by the end…
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My bedtime is getting earlier and earlier. It’s 6:33pm.
And I am going to sleep. I have our first face to face meeting for the workshop tomorrow. I was so excited but now everything is just tainted in black. So I am hoping an early night, with Boss next to me and a positive affirmation meditation playing as I fall asleep π΄ Tomorrow is…
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Day 145: 23rd May 2022 | Part 3 | Sedated and cuddling with Boss π³
I made another video in between this one and the one before, but it is n laptop and I was in the middle of it when my doctor called. I had messaged her, saying I was in crisis and needed her to call me as soon as humanly possible. She is amazing like that. Talked…
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OMG! I just checked my mail ..
And received such a wonderful gift!! To who I believe did this … You honestly have no idea just how much it truly means to me. This is going to help me so much! Thank you for being you π
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Day 145: 23rd May 2022 | Part 2 | Spoke to landlord and now in tears π’
I’m not doing a good job of not falling apart at all π
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Day 145: 23rd May 2022 | Took over an hour but I finally see where I’ve been going wrong
So, I started this video because I thought I was about to cry after speaking to Rachel. She had pointed something out to me, which I already knew, but I guess I was having trouble seeing. Thankfully, after an hour of talking this out, I have now seen what I was missing and where my…
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Mentally preparing myself for possible homelessness…
Who would have ever thought I’d write a title like that? Definitely not me. I am trying to rise above this thought because I don’t want it to become a self-fulfilling prophecy by manifesting it. But at the same time, I still have to be realistic, given the current rental crisis, currently taking place in…
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Day 144: 22nd May 2022 | Part 3 | I could not roll a decent joint to save myself π€¦ββοΈπ
And believe me, I tired. I even used the rolling machine every time, and, after trying at least six times, I managed to get only two terrible looking joints. One of which I smoked before making this video π It may have looked shocking, but at least it did what it was supposed to π€£π€£π€£…
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Day 144: 22nd May 2022 | Part 2 | Back from motorbike ride ππ
Happy to be safely home in one piece π I broke the bucket I use for Boss outdoor water when I got off the bike βΊοΈπ
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Day 144: 22nd May 2022 | So much for trying to keep this short haha
I really thought this would be a short video lol at one hour, it is not hahaha This is basically an update on where I’m at and how I’m feeling. Almost I started reading my blogs from the very start of my website start my website being opened, and I am actually really proud of…