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Day 143: 21st May 2022 | It’s long but I needed to get this off my chest
I watched last night’s videos last night. I think I have clarified a few things I said. I am feeling better, which is good. Considering it hasn’t even been 24 hours, I am proud of the turnaround time, from crying my eyes out, feeling like I couldn’t breathe, to getting here, where I am calm…
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I am going to sleep. Time: 7:17pm
I can’t keep my eyes open any longer. I know I have so many options. And tomorrow is a new day.. But right now, I just need to sleep
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I feel sad. My inner child is so scared. Of everything 😔🥺
It’s 5:53pm and I am in bed in the dark watching tv. I love my home. I don’t want to move. But life happens doesn’t it… But for now, I feel safe when in bed with Boss.
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Looking at houses is just too depressing 🥺 at least rate I think I’d rather sleep in my car 😥
I still have so much to do. Life carries on. And yet, I lay here, on my bed. Under the blanket with Boss, completely stuck in a strange state of limbo. I have watched today’s videos back and I think it’s helped me see something.. We are all broken. The entire human race, in my…
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Day 142: 20th May 2022 | Part 2 | Calmer :) Worst case I’ll sleep in the back of my wagon with Boss
I will not take the first thing I see and rush myself through this process. I am now calmer and looking at this from a different perspective. Sure, there could be complications, but I know everything always gets figured out. Boss and I sleep in the back of my wagon when camping, and everything I…
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Day 142: 20th May 2022 | Just when I was starting to feel really secure…
I still don’t understand why, when things like this happen, I first gut instinct is to panic and cry. Maybe because I have felt so alone my whole life. I do everything alone and I just wasn’t expecting this. At least not today. I truly believe the Universe looks after me and that everything is…
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Day 141: 19th May 2022 | Part 4 | I need more weed 🤣🤣🤣🤣
I talked. Like I always do. I don’t totally remember what exactly I said. Will be fun to find out when I watch back in the morning with coffee 😆😆 I’m waking up Rachel for the next 10 days or so, meaning I have plenty of extra hours for my morning ritual of having a…
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Day 141: 19th May 2022 | Part 3 | I cut myself off again!🤦♀️😆 I’ve had wine and weed!🍾
Oh my gosh.. I have to learn to be more careful haha 😂 I keep accidently stopping the recording 😆 There’s a good chance there are stories started that may not be finished 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 UPDATE: It’s the 20th at 4:39pm and hadn’t realised I wasn’t up to date from last night.
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Working my way through drafting the first draft of my story for work! 😁
And am having an absolute ball doing it!! 🥳 As of today, I am now very aware that this is how I am going to end up writing all my stories. Both for work and once my new channel is up and running 😆 It turns out I really need to speak what I want…
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Day 141: 19th May 2022 | Part 2 | Boss wants cuddles under the blanket! So cute!!😍🥰
My bed is made. I have had breakfast. I have messaged my gardener to let him know that Boss is inside with me with the dog door closed. Thankfully I have been using the se gardener for years so I trust him with the code to the back gate 😊 I was just sitting down…
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