Day 142: 20th May 2022 | Part 2 | Calmer :) Worst case I’ll sleep in the back of my wagon with Boss

I will not take the first thing I see and rush myself through this process. I am now calmer and looking at this from a different perspective. Sure, there could be complications, but I know everything always gets figured out.

Boss and I sleep in the back of my wagon when camping, and everything I own can go into storage if absolutely necessary. There’s plenty of wifi available on campus and doggy daycare, I’ve heard, haha

I just wish I knew how to get here without going through the most agonising moments that feel like I can’t breathe and can’t stop crying. I clearly have so much work left to do to heal my inner child. She is clearly terrified 😦

But I’ve let my team know that this has happened and left me a bit emotional and, they are both very supportive. So, I’m taking their advice and having a self-care day, at least for a little while.

I just need to be.

Watching back: I told my father that as souls we were chosen to father and daughter before time, big picture. Everything is connected.

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