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Finally my groceries are done! Now it’s time to sleep π΄
The plumber is coming at 8 am. I am chosen pick up this time. I really do love online food shopping. I am so tired. I feel mentally and emotionally drained as well as physical πͺ Tomorrow I need to start doing stuff. I still have to complete these last three psychology units and would
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Oh my God, I just had the best orgasm ever!
Can’t type just need to make note of it.. Oh so many things I want to say. Might need to start recording myself, and then work from that. Some things will stay the same. From them new things will grow. This is a massive change taking place in this moment in time my life. .
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Thoughts coming to mind while watching the movie ‘Side Effects’ on my hard drive
Maybe I’m only meant to be an online friend? Maybe I’m just not someone that people actually want to be around? Definitely starting to feel like that. I think I might even like being a recluse it just hurts my ego, my 3D self far more than I can obviously handle to have ‘friends’ in
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I can’t help but wonder if I am currently living proof that certain tendencies aren’t literally playing out in real time…
Seriously. It’s like, I agree with the actions I have taken in the past couple of days, and yet, then, its like.. Do I? Because I’m seeing everything play out as if it were a movie and two versions are playing out simultaneously. This one I’m living. The other.. What I now realise I may
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Day 224: 10th August 2022 | Woke up at 2:33 PM. Stomach cramps are killing me π«
I feel like absolute shit the longer I stay up so I’m going to rest for the remainder of the day π I woke up to an email from uni offering me the opportunity to apply for Philosophy Honours and I am so happy! I will definitely be attending the information session on it in
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Just waking up now βΊοΈ
Need coffee! Woke up to an email inviting me to apply for Honours in Philosophy! I really have made the right decision and am so grateful and happy about it, the Universe is letting me know it’s all ok π
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After all that the most important stuff I wanted is no longer even available π
It’s 1:23 AM in the morning and I can’t even complete my damn online grocery shopping π guess it’s a good thing I still have plenty of food right now. Was really looking forward to using the gravy with vegetables though finding out the ingredients are vegan. Oh well, finally I will put my phone
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It’s 1:06 AM I still haven’t completed my shopping yet the prices have all changed π€¦ββοΈ
New sales start on Wednesday and it’s now technically Wednesday. I hope I haven’t missed delivery too π
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I ate all of the chocolate.
I feel ill and taste blood in my mouth. I know I need to get up to pee just don’t want to move. But the taste of blood and chocolate needs to get rinsed away. It just hit 12:00 AM it’s a new day.
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Got Uber Eats delivery..damn haven’t finished my shopping π€¦ββοΈ
I ordered Violet Crumble honeycomb and milk chocolate and an Orange and Poppy Seeds muffin to get delivered to me this evening. I just need to complete my online grocery shopping to be delivered tomorrow and I won’t have to leave my house, except to walk Boss, until I start group therapy next Thursday afternoon.