When in crippling level pain, don’t paint your toes since you have to sit in an awkward position to do so 😬😮‍💨 One thing for sure that I have finally seen in my mind’s eye, which will hopefully allow me to start implementing it better, is, seeing the order in which I need to work

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This morning I was awake before my alarm. Properly awake. Yet, I did what I thought I had already learnt not to do, though I only registered when relaying the story to Andrew, and that is, instead of getting up straight away, I decided to wait for my alarm to go off. As usual, it

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I have watched it to see if it was worth uploading… I wish I had just kept going, but I was holding the camera and in pain and am somewhat irritated at myself, so I didn’t want to make my daily video and not be able to upload it here 😅 I’ve had a few

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Perhaps all I am meant to do is tell stories Go away somewhere completely scheduled all alone with my dog and my camera 📷 I am a nobody. That’s the point. I say I know what I’m doing, but I have no real clue 🧐 How could I possibly know anything that could help anyone.

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If I genuinely felt as happy for A.B.S, this day wouldn’t do this to me. Right? I’ve been here in this position for seven times now. Eight whole years and anything can still set me off. I’m always so stressed and anxious about how I must look to other people regarding how I feel about

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Fuck you . Get out of my head My heart And my soul You never deserved me I hope your 8th year wedding anniversary is going splendidly I never ever ever want to think of you again I honestly wish you had just died The end. 5:02 pm

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I have so much to do, but I need to try and reset my body clock after sleeping through my doctor’s appointment this morning and having to pay a $30 no-show fee 😒 Because of this, I have decided not to take any Ritalin today to help me fall asleep at a better time, hopefully

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I literally just threw my uni motebook, article and pens amd highlighters across the room 🥹 While bursting into tears 😢 I am so sick of this life 😪 So sick of trying to convince myself that everything is good when really I’m so fucking alone 😔 Eight years ago today, my life changed in

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How did I not know this until my 30s? I honestly thought I was a great student back in my younger years 😅 Now, I am seriously thinking about applying for the master’s degree I want to do for next year and putting off future philosophy degrees until later 🤓 I slept through all my

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