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Day 515: 28th May 2023 | Nice rainy day in bed ποΈ βΊοΈ
It’s raining, which I love β I’ve spent today resting, either reading NoSleep stories on Reddit or watching Muted on Nexflix π The lump where my rib is broken is starting to go down which is good, and keeping my arm as still as possible combined with pain meds are helping reduce the pain π…
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Day 514: 27th May 2023 | I feel stupid ππ
I’m clearly more out of it than I realised π€ 12:29 pm Update: I genuinely don’t feel well in general now on top of everything else. Guess my body really is screaming at me to rest. Just sitting is more than I can manage given how much pain my ass is in. Though given the…
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Day 513: 26th May 2023 | I have managed to tie the sling to my body as best as I could π
I know I can’t rely on others to help me in situations like this. I need to strap my arm every day for weeks to come, so, I obviously need to figure out how to do it myself π€ I feel really sad today. More alone than ever. I know I have great friends but…
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How am I supposed to be bedridden for two weeks when I live alone??π₯Ίπ₯Ήπ₯
Forget mentally and emotionally, but physically?? I am screwed π And so the the fact that I am alone physically when I desperately need help, and a lot of it, yet, can’t receive it because so many variables, make me sad anyway π’ I have cried a lot this evening. I have tears in my…
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I’m no longer sure if the break is where the lump is…
Or if that’s even possible π€ Or if it’s more of a stoned thing π€£
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I have no idea how I am going to get through this alone π₯Ί
I feel truly alone right now π₯ Still divinely connected to all of you wonderful people π But, 3D me, wants a hug π€ Or more importantly, someone I wish I could call and ask for help, but, alas, I do not, which in turn makes me think of my sister, but I have sent…
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Day 512: 25th May 2023 | Turns out I need to get help strapping my arm in the sling to my body π€
I have been worried that I am not keeping my arm still enough so I tried to make an appointment with my doctor to discuss it but her first availability wasn’t until Saturday, so, I text messaged her instead. She called at 4:15 pm to let me know that I am not to use my…
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Day 511: 24th May 2023 | Part 2 | Intermission during Rocky Horror ππ₯³
I am on the train home now at 3:23 pm π I had the BEST time!!!!!π₯³π₯³π₯³π₯³ Each live show is different from the next. And I mean, there is a difference between each production company, as well as within one βΊοΈ The play was honestly incredible!!! If I didn’t ready have extra tickets, I would…
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Day 511: 24th May 2023 | I’m on my way to Rocky Horror and I’m so excited!!! βΊοΈππ₯³
I think I may have said it’s the 23rd of May, so, if I did, that’s strange, given what this particular date means to me π€ With my car having so many issues, I only want to drive it when absolutely necessary, which will be Saturday for work, as well as looking at cars. I…
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I feel sad but I don’t know why π’
My mood has dropped. I need to sleep. 10:07 pm