Working on it as shit as I feel, knowing it is probably the worst essay I have ever written and it was the most important one in my philosophy degree, I feel sad. Have had to take a number of valuim just to be able to open laptop and print it out to edit.

I spoke to my doctor who advised that the letter sh wrote has to be sent to the person who made these decisions and is grading me. She told me to say that she told me I must attach a copy of it when I email to advise it’s been submitted. I know I shouldn’t but I feel so anxious about it all.

My essay is missing so much of what I wanted to say but just typing this hurts and is almost more than I can handle.

My hand hurts so bad from typing this I will have to rest it before I can even fill the dosage capsules up..