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Quite concerned that at this rate I won’t get the grades I need for Honours 😬
I just feel like I want it so much and really do believe that I can do it, it’s just that mentally I am still very much in waves. Like the past couple of days I have really wanted to study but just couldn’t focus. Now today I just feel sad and flat so have…
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Reading just the first few pages caused me to completely break down 😭
I guess I just feel so cheated. In life. About everything right now. I have been in therapy off and on for over 10 years. Regularly for the past 3 or 4 years. Might even be longer since this is my 6th year at university (I really didn’t think I’d take this long when I…
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Taking a break from trying to edit this train wreck of an essay..
Working on it as shit as I feel, knowing it is probably the worst essay I have ever written and it was the most important one in my philosophy degree, I feel sad. Have had to take a number of valuim just to be able to open laptop and print it out to edit. I…
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I feel blue and like a bad student 🥺
Today I’ve mostly just dealt with stress and overwhelm and trying to stay calm 😔 I’ve cried and taken 3 of these today 😢 Thank goodness for Boss. I honestly don’t know what I’d do without him 💞
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I feel angry.. or at least I’m going through waves of it..
Angry at myself mostly but just sad all round in general. I dropped a unit today. I have accepted defeat and am now resigned to the fact that I won’t graduate until the end of trimester two next year in 2022. But there’s no ruah to finish I know this but 6 years just feels…
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Sometimes I guess you need to write something for someone else to really get it…
I have been scrolling through reddit since getting out of the bath/shower. I say it like this because for the first half I sat under the shower and let the bath fill up around me while I cried. . Thankfully I was able to actually wash my hair, shave, brush teeth, was face and body…
