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Taking a break from trying to edit this train wreck of an essay..
Working on it as shit as I feel, knowing it is probably the worst essay I have ever written and it was the most important one in my philosophy degree, I feel sad. Have had to take a number of valuim just to be able to open laptop and print it out to edit. I…
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I feel like I have become so easy to dismiss that no one would even know if I disappeared…
I could dead for a week or probably more like two before anyone would actually come to check on me. Today’s meeting with skills people did not go well at all today. Never felt more stupid in front of someone before. Had tears spilling from my eyes by halfway through. We didn’t get through barely…
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I feel blue and like a bad student 🥺
Today I’ve mostly just dealt with stress and overwhelm and trying to stay calm 😔 I’ve cried and taken 3 of these today 😢 Thank goodness for Boss. I honestly don’t know what I’d do without him 💞
