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Umm that was strange 😅🤣
My doctor told me to spend the rest of today focused solely on what makes me happy without thinking about what anyone else would have to say about it So that’s what I am doing Embracing the very real feeling of love that I can feel when I just breathe and be here.. It’s hard…
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Quite concerned that at this rate I won’t get the grades I need for Honours 😬
I just feel like I want it so much and really do believe that I can do it, it’s just that mentally I am still very much in waves. Like the past couple of days I have really wanted to study but just couldn’t focus. Now today I just feel sad and flat so have…
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God I want a cigarette 😫
I even have a couple.. but I know I’ll regret it… Right now though I just hit with this most profound pain in my chest. Like pure sadness pouring out of me.. Every single time I think I am doing better it’s like.. nope, lets trigger the fuck out of you and see if you…
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Well this explains a lot! 🥺
I am constantly having the same problems arise because I can’t seem to remember the lesson learnt from the previous times! 😥 Hopefully once how sad I feel starts to dissipates, I will be able to fully appreciate how good it is that at least I know now, instead of never finding out.
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Reading just the first few pages caused me to completely break down 😭
I guess I just feel so cheated. In life. About everything right now. I have been in therapy off and on for over 10 years. Regularly for the past 3 or 4 years. Might even be longer since this is my 6th year at university (I really didn’t think I’d take this long when I…
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I knew I had another diagnosis I couldn’t remember!
So some time around 7 years ago or so I was attending DBT theory as an out patient at one of Melbourne’s finest private mental health hospitals. Had been in attendance twice a week, each day from 9am till roughly 4pm I think, for a year. Well my psychiatrist at the time and the psychologists…
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I can’t tell if I’m genuinely sad or just so physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted it’s making me sad 😔
Thank goodness for Boss. He truly is my guardian angel 😇 I found out on Thursday the doctors letter I sent to the disability service at university was never passed on to the person it was intended for as it “inappropriate”. As soon as I found out I emailed both my doctor and psychologist immediately.…
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Taking a break from trying to edit this train wreck of an essay..
Working on it as shit as I feel, knowing it is probably the worst essay I have ever written and it was the most important one in my philosophy degree, I feel sad. Have had to take a number of valuim just to be able to open laptop and print it out to edit. I…
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I feel like I have become so easy to dismiss that no one would even know if I disappeared…
I could dead for a week or probably more like two before anyone would actually come to check on me. Today’s meeting with skills people did not go well at all today. Never felt more stupid in front of someone before. Had tears spilling from my eyes by halfway through. We didn’t get through barely…
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I honestly can’t believe this is happening.. I have so much to do 😫 and now my laptop isn’t charging 😕
As soon as I wrote that title the reason why this is happening clicked into place.. I have so much to do and I’m over it. At every single level.. therefore that’s the vibration I’m putting out so the Universe is just bringing me more of it. Manifestation is real fpr everything. The good the…
