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Life update – 8:02am 7th of July
I want to do really well this trimester. Im so nervous about the results being released tomorrow. I had a full blown panic attack during the exam for unit I just did and didn’t even finish the exam so know I’m probably going to get a shit grade.. I didn’t listen to my own advice…
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Had a craving ๐
Made the mistake of checking the supermarket price only to find out what I want is on sale for $6 a tub ๐ฑ but i was far to tored and medicated to drive. But I stillhad the craving so ordered ot to be delivered for a much dearer price ๐ ๐
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Just spoke to my sister..
Via messenger.. we aren’t really a talking on the phone kind of family. Sometimes I video call mum in NZ but not a lot. Usually just use messenger.. Anyway, I asked if she was at tafe on Thursday and if not what plans she had. I totally forgot in that moment that she is also…
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It’s been a long slow week..
Slow in the sense that I keep having the same things go around and around in my head. I’ve cried so many times, I’ve lost track. I honestly am not even sure what I have published in regards to my mum arriving in the country two weeks ago. I made two videos on the evening…
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Pictures of new piercings ๐ฅณ
Mum and I went out on Thursday for the day. I took her to look for new boots as hers broke when she got here (in Australia, from New Zealand). Anyway, found some she loved so got them for her as her birthday present. I said if the piercing place had $5 piercing sale, which…
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I’m such a Nana ๐ฅฑ๐
With my electric blanket on its so cosy and warm. Sometimes after a long day, and today was a long day, I just want to crawl into bed and get warmed up by my blanket that also helps with my pain levels. I had my psychology appointment this morning at just after 9am. Via video.…
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Man my mum makes me sad sometimes ๐ฅ๐
I wish this wasn’t true but it is. I love her so much and I honestly don’t think she knows or accepts it But all she continues to do is dismiss me, minimise me and compare me to all these “people I know who have multiple conditions and they just take their meds and get…
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My sister’s spa is now working and I am so happy about it ๐
Been with my mum and sister today. My sister wasn’t here when I arrived and unfortunately it didn’t go well with mum when I first got here. I now know I have to fully accept I will never have the relationship I would like with her. But as long as I keep everything completely superficial…
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Video Blog #3 Boss is so lazy ๐๐ฅฐ
Need to figure out how to upload videos from my phone like the first video I uploaded from laptop ๐
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Philosophy results came out.. High Distinction of 80% overall ๐
I got what I excepted after finally reading the essay back, after I’d submitted it. Which was when I had finally let it go, and realised I could have written it much better. Oh well, I definitely did the best I could given where my mind was at. And the incorrect stimulate medication adding to…