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Video Blog #2 Sleep Clinic Update
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Reflections on today.. I was anxious when I started writing this post.. writing it out has helped me ๐
I feels weirdly anxious all of a sudden and I don’t know why. I have just spoken to sleep clinic doctor for the first follow-up and been told that there is a good chance that the level of dexamfetamine that I thought was ok is probably actually too high and may have been a contributing
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So I think I need to create a YouTube channel..
And copy the links over to this site. I made a video that I would really like to post, and have tried several times to do so on here.. yet it will not work. Google has said it is a bad idea to upload videos directly to a WordPress site. Even though I am paying
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Well now I’m not entirely sure what to do ๐คทโโ๏ธ๐
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Left Boss alone for a few minutes ..
While trying to work out how to upload a video from my computer.. and come back to this ๐
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The only thing I’ve truly wanted to do since going through my spiritual awakening is tell stories..
Guess I don’t need a bunch of fancy degrees to do that, do I. Though it’s definitely not the same.. I honestly thought going through an awakening like I have would stop these major dark deep intensely painful times from continuing to happen. Guess I really am just too far gone, stuck in the lower
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I don’t understand why this is still happening…
Why can’t I connect to what I believe in Why is absolutely everything making me cry? Why can’t I hold onto knowing everything will be ok? I have been here too many times… I am 35 years old I have spent years working on myself.. But now I can’t help but notice that it will


