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Day 9: 7th January 2022 – I stuffed up 😥
I really need to learn how to actually embed these videos instead of just sharing the links.. Anyway, what I talk about in this video has led ro some realisations about myself.
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Having emotional dysregulation is so hard to deal with 😥
Trigger Warning: I can’t stop crying. This is so stupid. I feel so stupid and like I need to be punished. That’s another shitty side effect of everything I deal with. When I do something that is perceived as wrong, I just feel so bad. But I pretty sure I shouldn’t be reacting this badly…
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I am such a fuck up sometimes…
I’m in tears. Definitely not reacting according to what actually happened. Which is on video I’ve just made which is uploading. Thankfully I qas a le to make the video before I started crying but now I can’t seem to stop 😭 I should know better by now to just keep my mouth shut. Always.…
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When the rain starts pouring and you have to stop the water from coming inside…
I love my home, but there are some disadvantages of living in a house that will eventually be knocked down.. One of those is making sure the water can’t get in while it’s pouring outside. As soon as it started I quickly checked all the windows. Meditation room was getting wet inside so I’ve done…
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Boss is such a bed hog!
It’s another muggy day here in Melbourne Australia. I slept in again. Been up approximately 15 minutes lol 😆 It was pouring with rain this morning so each time I woke, I just went back to sleep. Now I just want to keep reading this book for the day. And I guess Boss just wants…
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My heart is beating so fast because of this movie 🎬 😅
I’ve been trying to find something scary.. well I found it. I am well and I done with horror movies for now.
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I once saw a scene feom the movie ‘Clinical’ in a doctor’s waiting room.. the first scene is extremely intense 😳
So much so, that I have stopped the movie, as it’s on Netflix, to make myself a proper dinner, as the ledt over pieces of pizza weren’t great or enough.. I’ve put ‘Friends’ back on while the food is cooking and will keep it on until I have finished dinner and done the dishes.. Then,…
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Day 8: 6th January 2022 – What a day 😊
Only took like two hours to upload but it’s finally here 😁
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I must have slow internet or something…
I became a bit self conscious when it hit 5 minutes and I was still talking, so may have talked a bit fast I think, but in total the video is only 6 minutes and 2 seconds long, so I will definitely have to do a speed test later.. The top video in the picture…
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Lying naked on a towel on my bed after freaking myself out while vacuming 😆
Thankfully after taking enough pain meds, and using vape as required, I was able to get up enough energy to shower, a few hours after getting up. I have made my daily video, however, it is still uploading. I definitely need to look at my internet speed and see what’s going on.. Anyway after resting…
