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Day 18: 16th January 2022 – TRIGGER WARNING!!! – Self harm and suicide ๐
Please don’t watch if easily triggered by title.
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Fucking sick of how long it takes to upload a video at my house! ๐คฌ
Took less than 4 minutes at my sisters. Really want to write but also now just too numb and over absolutely everything.. Plus I get the feeling it’s all coming together.. I see what I’m supposed to do. But that’s not for tonight. Right now I am listening to Graham’s heavy metal Spotify play list
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I feel like I’m don’t belong here anymore ๐ฅ
I’m too sensitive. Too emotional. Too easily triggered. And now I feel like my own sister doesn’t get me either. I’ve been anxious all day. Taken 3 valuim over the course of the day and yet I just want to cry. I may as well be from a different planet at this rate, thats how
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Sleeping in caravan because I can’t sleep without Boss โก
My sisters dog sleeps outside. Well, under the house actually since that’s where she likes to sleep. Boss on the other hand is not an outside dog. He sleeps next to me every night. Because, honestly, I need him. I need cuddles and him next to me so I don’t feel completely alone. Having a
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Day 17: 15th January 2022 – Staying at my sisters place
I am already feeling so much better. Exhausted from playing with my niece and nephew, but so happy to be staying at my sisters place with Boss โก
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It’s so hot Boss and I will be sleeping on top of the bed tonight ๐ฅต๐ด
So glad I have ceiling fans as I did not realise how hot it was going to be so didn’t turn the evaporative cooling on this morning ๐
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Day 16: 14th January 2022 | 30 degrees in Melbourne! ๐ฅต
It’s so hot and muggy it’s gross, but at least it’s raining with thunder and lightning โ Hopefully I can fall asleep in this heat. Window open, ceiling fan on, and both Boss and I sleeping on top of the duvet ๐ฅต๐ด
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Day 15: 13th January 2022 – I need to vent so I don’t start smashing stuff
Too tired to explain anything ๐ด
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I can’t find the charger to my favourite vibrator and it’s driving me mad ๐๐ฃ๐ซ
I keep all my sex toys in my sex box under my bed. When I charge my toys, I put the chargers straight back into the box. So, where it is, I have absolutely no clue.. But its driving me INSANE!! So I am now making sure all my other vibrators are charging because I
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Watch “Day 14: I’m having one of those days” on YouTube