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Day 56: 23rd February 2022| Part 2|My hand hurts from making this video! 😅
I knew I should have used the phone stand! 😆 I even put it right next to me 🤦♀️🤣 I have had a great day. Made it with plenty of time for my appointment at hospital. My new specialist, who I met today, is awesome. She has pink hair! Turns out, the majority of the…
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Part of me thinks I need to delete parts of the message to my family since I love them and said what I did because I was mad 🤔🙄
The other part of me is like, but it happened, it’s real, what I wrote shows how angry I was, but it also shows how I am.. and it wasn’t good 😕 I know that I love my family so very much. And no, I don’t think any of them are disgusting. That is me…
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Hahaha here’s the sign proving to me MAFS is crap! 🤣
I’ll watch the dinner party tonight, but unless I decide to watch in my laptop, whixh I may or may not do, on Sunday night for the commitment ceremony, since I want to know why they all walk out as shown on the ad, but after that, I’m done 😅😆
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Day 56: 23rd February 2022 – Have interstitial cystitis specialist appointment today 🥳
It’s been 11 years since I was first diagnosed with interstitial cystitis. It is worse now. So, I am really looking forward to seeing new doctor today.
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Just realised I completely confused myself about the EOFY date 🤣
I want to be done with vaping weed by the start of June, not the end of it 🤦♀️😅 Time: 8.43pm.
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Day 55: 22nd February 2022 – Not sure this even makes sense 🤔 🤣
And I’m fairly certain I didn’t make a lot of sense, since I struggled to even get words out 😆 But I have realised its the end of May not the end of the financial year that I plan to be done with using bud in preparation for my school year. Oh and when I…
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I can’t even read entire article’s about weddings anymore…
… boy do I sound like the bitter ex mistress 😆 There’s definitely more to it. I’d like to make a video but just not feeling it. Think I need a nap. I smoked a bong but didn’t like it. It’s time for everything to go. I know why I started this journey. What I…
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Got to admit, I often ask myself if I’m setting myself up to fail 🤔😅
But then I remind myself, that is only my ego speaking. Whatever is meant to happen will happen. Exactly as it is right now..
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In case last post wasn’t clear, I’m cancelling everything and removing cord before MAFS is finished. Study is far more important 💕😁
Hahaha that’s all I really have to say. (UPDATE: i was wrong 🤣) If I want to keep watching I have laptop. Which folds into a tablet, yet keep forgetting 😬 😆 But honestly, like with everything else, I am just at a point now where it’s like, I either step up or I stop.…
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I’ve decided to binge watch Killing Eve, then cancel Netflix and Stan and give my tv power cord to a friend 🙃
I think last night has shown me more than I even realised. I actually like being sober. I definitely achieve more when I am. Seeing a full, melted, good quality from the looks of it, packed ice pipe for the first time in 5 years has definitely intrigued me. For lack of a better word.…
