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I forgot about this ๐
Also, turns out my oven wasn’t actually on for the first 7 minutes, so my vegetables will definitely be overcooked by the time my last vegan patty is ready
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I decided to bring the rest of my office to me since my office is now basically my living room ๐ ๐คฃ
I mean my desk and office chair are here. My printer is here. The binding machine may as well be here too. At least for now ๐๐๐คทโโ๏ธ I’m excited to start watching the videos for my Research Methods class. I know I have a lot to learn. In this and the rest of my units.
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I changed my phone home page picture
I usually am. This is more for when I am hurting a lot.
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At my desk organising the last of my university notes and feeling glad that I can ๐
I am already in love with Grammarly. Especially since it does work perfectly fine with WordPress. I will admit I am probably feeling as “calm” as I do because I have taken a couple of valium since I got up, as well as taking the full ml of CBD oil like I’m supposed to. I
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I am feeling very grateful for the motorcycle clothes I have been given ๐
I know I have so much to change and work on to become an even better version of myself. I continue to make mistakes over and over again. I don’t want to. I don’t personally think anyone wants to. And yet, here we are a bunch of humans all just making mistakes… I know I
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Well at least something has finally gone right!๐
I have been trying to purchase Grammarly Premium since yesterday but it kept declining. So I double checked the currency conversion between USD and AUD and tried again. Still didn’t work ๐ Ended up emailing customer support since there is currently a 20% discount on which I wanted to receive. Thankfully I decided to try
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Day 110: 18th April 2022 | Part 2 | Feeling somewhat calmer ๐
I guess I just really needed to talk this out some more. It’s a bit long but I figure you don’t have to watch if you don’t want to.
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Day 110: 18th April 2022 | I don’t understand why I feel this bad ๐ข
TRIGGER WARNING: Suicidal themes I am definitely going in waves of emotion. As you will see. I ended the video abruptly because I couldn’t stop crying.
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People who wish to stay stuck, obviously can’t have me in their lives ๐
Of course people who want to stay safe in their lives while genuinely unhappy can’t have me in their lives. Every single thing I’m about these days is growing and changing and evolving. So many times people get all pissed off because I am genuinely real and tell the truth. I am much nicer about
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In bed before 7pm
I guess I have also realised that I use weed, food and tv and my major comfort mechanism. Probably that makes sense. I’ve started writing a letter to my therapist, listing how I feel, both now and in general. This involves being easily startled and extremely jumpy. Hopefully, at least now the bugs have actually