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Day 129 : 7th May 2022 | Part 2 | I’ll write more later …
I’m trying not to be rude π UPDATE: it’s only like 15 minutes later, maybe not even. Quick break between second and third quarters, so usingbthe bathroom and have put Grant’s hoodie on over top of mine, since it’s starting raining and my jacket is waterproof. I already know I doubt I’ll want to go
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I honestly don’t know why I agreed to this?!? π€·ββοΈπ€¦ββοΈππ
I am FREEZING! π₯Άπ₯Άπ₯Ά It’s starting to rain π§ Even with multiple layers of clothes on, I know sitting out here for the next hour is absolutely going to cause a flare-up in my pain. Everything hurts already. The game we are here for… Has literally just started πππ
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Day 129: 7th May 2022 | I’m at my first footy game and it’s freezing π₯Άπ
I tried to guess what the scoreboard meant but only got it half right π π It is so cold! I really have no idea what I’m watching, though since I’m writing this, I’m not exactly watching right now π Grant’s daughters game hasn’t started yet π€·ββοΈ Oh and I’m trying to teach Grant about manifestation
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I’m paying so much for fast internet yet my lasted video is still uploading! π
Poor Boss is basically knocked out after his antibiotics π But the main thing is Boss is ok! I got scared from overthinking. I literally gave myself a panic attack. Explained in video that is still uploading π Vet said he will probably keep drooling this bad for the next week. Hence the towel. I
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The cards are in my favour today π
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Day 128: 6th May 2020 | Part 2 | The second half of my first video π€¦ββοΈπ
This is a lot longer than I thought it would be. Guess I just needed to talk out how I’m feeling. Thankfully, I feel more like myself today, which is excellent. Before I went to sleep last night, I set the intention to take up feeling like myself and set one of my favourite deep
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Day 128: 6th May 2022 | I accidentally hung up on myself π€¦ββοΈπ
I wanted to make a video first this morning after how depressing the last couple of days’ videos has been. I am feeling more like myself again, thankfully!! I am about to upload the second part of this video straight after uploading this one. Also, it’s so cold in Melbourne, Australia, that I have my
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Day 127: 5th May 2022 | Part 2 | Thought I’d do an update yet cried more this time π
TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide discussed. I don’t know what to say. I feel so sad and broken.
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Day 127: 5th May 2022 | TRIGGER WARNING β οΈ
I’m in tears. Watch if you want to know what I say. Suicidal thoughts are literally trying to kill me π
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Day 126: 4th May 2022 | Just woke up from “nap” π΄
I feel a level of exhaustion that’s even new to me. I don’t even feel safe standing for too long π£