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The Darkness in me hates this world π₯Ίπ’
I have cancelled the puppy play date. They are still going and I know Boss needs it making me the worst person ever, but I can’t stop crying. I scare people away easily enough as it is. So I have to my room to cry on my bed. Curtains closed. I don’t need any more…
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I feel like I’m about to cry π₯Ί
All at once I feel completely alone. Because I am. So why am I going doing my head in to help others. I am a nobody. I literally have no one I could turn to if I lost everything. I’m meant to be taking Boss to the dog park but just want it to rain…
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Day 162: 9th June 2022 | Trying to make my bed but Boss won’t move π
Of course he moves right when I turn my camera on π€£π€£π€£ I have since been able to make my bed π Now to get on with the things I need to before puppy play date this afternoon at the dog park ππ
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For me to truly live my best life, I would need daily support myself πππ
So. Much. Pain. Everywhere. π«π«π«π«π«
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Day 161: 8th June 2022 | My tongue is on fire π₯΅π₯΅
Grant made me dinner the other night. He didn’t realise the sauce was so spicy ππ Omg I’m having tummy cramps π«π« Huh, I’ve just realised I did the title like my videos, only this time I didn’t make a video πππππ
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Day 161: 8th June 2022 | Thank goodness for my awesome plumber!!ππ₯³
I am so happy and grateful that he has managed to fit me in first thing this morning. Having a working toilet is very much a must. Thankfully since I have had to get him to come to my house so many times since I moved in, he always helps me by charging me far…
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Day 160: 7th June 2022 | Part 2 | I need to explain myself better sometimes, I think π€
For starters, I love my job. The email is a lesson that I need to learn, more than anything else. … I can’t think of what else to write. So watch if you want, or don’t π€·ββοΈ … It’s totally up to you π The mud I had to clean off Boss and my bed…
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“I can’t date someone who won’t get married. What’s the point”.. Society has really fu*ked us up π€¦ββοΈπ
When you truly pull apart the “traditions” we are all raised with, really don’t make any sense at all. More to add. Later. Tomorrow, hopefully π
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I am so happy I never want to go on a date ever again ππ₯³
At least I now have at least one part of my life sorted π€£ Technically two, since I only ever wish to have sex with the one I love… So I am having sex with myself for the rest of my life πππ I just wish my vibrators would stop dying I me… And that…
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Day 160: 7th June 2022 | I have written an email but decided to wait until tomorrow ..
To read over it again before I send it. It needs to be sent, but I’m just not sure if I am too “emotionally” connected to it. So, I’m waiting a day. Yay for me!! I am growing!! π₯³π