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Day 215: 1st August 2022 | Part 2 | OMG I ended up bawling my eyes out again!😭
I had to talk it out but couldn’t reach anyone to talk to in person, so I took two valiums and talked to my camera like I always do. I did talk to Rachel, Faith and Graham via messages before talking to my camera, but I was in pretty bad shape and felt terrible for…
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Day 215: 1st August 2022 | Today is a better day! 😊
Grant called to make sure I got up at 6:49 am. We video chatted for an hour while I explained what I needed to do and why I think yesterday went the way it did. I’m feeling much better about my uni assignment now, so that’s great. I do have notes that I have written…
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Day 214: 31st July 2022 | I have cried basically all afternoon 🥺😭
Including this video. I’m sorry. I just can’t stop crying 😭
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I feel so sad right now 😞
I know why everything is so much harder. Why I continually sink into the sadness. I have been so completely broken for so long now now that it’s obviously going to take a long time to heal. Everything is making me cry. Most of time I’m ok but then there are days like today that…
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I don’t want to be at uni anymore 😢
Once the tears start it takes so long for them to stop 😭 I couldn’t even hang clothes on the clothes horse because I was crying so much 😭 So, now I’m lying on my bed, hanging my teddy bear trying to help calm myself down while I wait for the valuim to kick in.…
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I’ve called it a day. Time to rest.
So far, I have had a nice day. I have started writing my assignment, which I’m happy about. If I try to force myself to keep working on it, I know I’ll end up in a bad mood, which will only make tomorrow so much harder. I just have to ensure that I…. Don’t even…
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Day 213: 30th July 2022 | Part 3 | How I’m currently feeling about uni aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Basically just reminding myself to breathe so I don’t drown in overwhelm.
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Day 213: 30th July 2022 | Part 2 | My assignment is doing my head in! Please send me positive vibes!
After scrolling on Reddit for approximately two hours after this morning’s video, I realised that avoiding my assignment definitely wasn’t helping me. I managed to snap myself out of the funk I was in. I have now been at my desk working on it for the past three hours or so. Thankfully, I have managed…
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I have a plan!!
I’m not getting anywhere with uni while trying to work at home. This is just have to admit to myself. But I have remembered just now, while on Reddit, scrolling and wasting time instead of actually getting dressed and starting, that earlier in the year, I realised that I needed to go out to study.…
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Day 213: 30th July 2022 | I’ll be making daily videos until I die 😄
These videos are the one thing I love doing more than anything else 😌
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