Day 213: 30th July 2022 | Part 2 | My assignment is doing my head in! Please send me positive vibes!

After scrolling on Reddit for approximately two hours after this morning’s video, I realised that avoiding my assignment definitely wasn’t helping me. I managed to snap myself out of the funk I was in.

I have now been at my desk working on it for the past three hours or so. Thankfully, I have managed to start writing the intro, which I’m happy about since actually starting the writing process is the hardest part.

Unfortunately, though, I have a pounding headache, and my bladder spasms and IBS are both bad today and my pain levels are really high, so I’m feeling shit in general, which is never fun.

I thought having something to look forward to might help with how much uni is already doing my head in, so I have messaged the woman who came on Monday night to see if they might be interested in organising a girl’s night for after this assignment is due. That means there is plenty of time to organise it. I had so much fun with them all and feel really lucky to have met them all.

I have limited how many pain meds I’ve had today, and only just now had some of my vape while typing this. It’s helping ease my headache so that’s good. Especially since it’s only 4:30 pm and I have plenty to do, given how little I’ve achieved this week.

The voices in my head are still at war about whether or not I’ll keep doing more degrees, so I figured talking it out would help because the voices in my head, are literally just that. in my head and have baring over what will happen when I get to that point in my life. I’ve wasted too many years worrying about everything, and I have no intention of continuing to live like this for the rest of my life.

And so I talk to you. All of you. Because I am not the only one who is like this and talking it out, really does do wonders xx

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