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Remembered I had these just before. Hadn’t even opened the box before tonight ๐ฅฑ
That changes tonight. I need a decent deep sleep; hopefully, that doesn’t involve bad dreams, which I’ve been having a lot of. This is how many times I had to take a picture due to the rest all being blurry ๐ I have taken these โฌ๏ธ as well as others, but that was so many…
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Feeling better thankfully ๐
And my appetite is back, so, I’m going to eat what I left in the pan. I added sauce to the last one coz it was dry and mostly cold. Thought it might make it worse to heat egg in the microwave but this time I’m going to risk it.
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No more alarms. No more killing myself enough is enough.
And I am good enough exactly as I am. The people in my real life don’t even really know me. I feel like I am wound so tight, I’m going to explod. Simultaneously feeling proud and like I’m going to break into a millions pieces on my kitchen floor, while making some egg and toast…
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The story of how mad I got today…
7:07 PM For the record, I may not have read that specific thing before you “introduced” it, but it sums up how I’ve been living my life since my Spiritual Awakening. I am growing and changing, though. I have changed heaps in the past few months alone, but this friendship is online and therefore not…
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Day 222: 8th August 2022 | Boss won’t stop barking! He’s driving me mad!๐
I really do make my life harder than it needs to be sometimes. I’m finally catching up on reading all the notes I’ve been sent from my note taker and omg they are truly amazing!! Plus extremely helpful, even regarding the assignment. I just hope Boss shuts up and stays quiet. Him and the puppies…
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I think I’m unintentionally biting the inside of my mouth
I feel like I have cuts and bumps all along the side of my mouth, and I keep tasting blood. I don’t know why. But it hurts ๐ค
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Day 221: 7th August 2022 | Part 4 | They were so gross ๐
I had to do an update on just how yucky I found those noodles. Never again ๐๐ I’ve settled on having these for now ๐ Oh and on a side note, the smell of weed outside is soooo strong now that I really wouldn’t be surprised if the neighbours start catching on that someone on…
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Day 221: 7th August 2022 | Part 3 | First time trying Mi Goreng noodles! ๐
Hope they are good ๐ Now back to some more true crime ๐ UPDATE: I did not like them ๐๐คฃ Side note: thumbnail pictures like this make me appear as though I’m angry ๐ ๐คช
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Finally starting to feel better!
Been watching ‘The Fear Files’ on YouTube. Just put some hash browns on to eat ๐ How much room I get compared to Boss ๐
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I have managed to change the sheets on my bed!๐ฅณ
So, I’m counting that as a win! ๐คฃ The washing is done but still in the machine but it’s fine for now. I genuinely am not feeling great. I have to acknowledge just how bad it probably is to even drink alcohol given the daily medication I’m on. Not to mention the pain meds I…