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Day 347: 18th December 2022 | Almost forgot to post today’s video 🤦♀️😅
Besides opening Boss’s dog door and giving him breakfast, which I went straight back to bed and sleep after, I slept until after 4 pm today 😴 It’s only 8:22 pm and I’m ready to go back to sleep again 🥱
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Oops 😂
I definitely didn’t mean for this to happen😕 😅 🤣 10:58 pm – I just got out of the bath 🛁 10:… I am now a little confused myself about what time I got in the bath because I took a screenshot of the time on my phone (10:44 pm) for this exact reason but…
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Day 346: 17th December 2022 | I’ve been talking for ages 🤣
I seriously planned to make a short video to film myself having fun throwing the bottles into the bin 😅😆 Well, that didn’t happen 🤷♀️😂 I have no idea if I finished all my stories or not, but what’s important to me is that I’m happy, feeling good and having a great day ☺️ 🥰
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Day 345: 16th December 2022 | This video did not go at all how I was expecting 🤣🤦♀️
I take no responsibility for how you interpret my stories. content warning ⚠️ OMG!! I can see it! 😆 Graham can see it. I’m sure all of you can see it 🤣 I swear I’m not angry in my videos unless I say that I am 😅😝 I am not angry but it sure looks…
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I totally forgot about these books 📚
Until I found them while dusting the shelf in my bedroom earlier 😅 Especially this one ⬆️🤣
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Day 341: 15th December 2022 | I just finished watching my therapy videos 🤗
To state the obvious first, the sound and lighting is not great so my apologies on that, I have no idea what was different 😅 My biggest take away right now, and well, everytime I watch each of my therapy sessions back haha, only this time I’m actually saying it so hopefully I remember, I…
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I’ve put on my PJs, turned off the heat, taken my nightly meds, and gotten into bed 😴
It’s 6:24 pm / 6:40 pm Days like today drain me. Especially given the past number of days I’ve had in a row, just mentally feeling like shit. But I really holding on to what my therapist said today; that it’s ok to feel sad. Because that is genuinely how I feel. Because I always…
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Day 340: 14th December 2022 | Part 3|The end of my last psychology session for the year ☺️😥
The first part is just finishing uploading now. This is the end of my psychology session, due to camera and usser issues today 😑 I still feel sad and have no energy to do anything other than make myself the toasted egg sandwich and cup of tea I made once I got home. I’m probably…
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Day 340: 14th December 2022 | Part 2 | My last psychology session for the year ☺️😥
Well the majority of it, since I forgot to put my phone on do not disturb on, so a number kept calling which I was not answering but right near the end, I stuffed up and accidentally ended the recording 🙄 I recorded the last part, which I will upload after this, so they are…
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I just want one day without crying 😭
As soon as I walked through my front door, the tears came. It’s this overwhelming feeling of isolation. Of being totally alone and knowing its all my fault. I didn’t ask to be different. To be treated differently than everyone else. I’m nearly 37 and all I do is cry. Every damn day. I am…
