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Day 271: 26th September 2022 | Had emotional panic attack that bought me to bed π
Thankfully I managed to get some work on my assignment done before hand βΊοΈ Now I am watching Netflix and waiting for my garlic pizza to arrive π Update: it’s 7:42 pm and I feel sick. Why do I do this to myself?? The only time I eat cheese is on pizza and the random
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I miss my friend so much π’
It’s just hit me so suddenly.. I was fine, working on my resubmission when I was hit with the most sudden severe hit of anxiety.. I told Graham it literally took my breath away.. But it’s only now that I can recognise how much I miss him. So fucking much. Randy I love you. I
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Day 270: 25th September 2022 | My first shift as a Support Worker is today! π
My first shift working as a support worker for myself is what I mean. I soke to the client earlier and he was very happy with the service agreement I put together and wanted to start working together today π I’m excited π
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Day 269: 24th September 2022 | Only short one today π
Definitely time to get into bed, eat some supper amd watch some Netflix before I crash fpr the night π π΄
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Thankfully, it ended up tasting delicious πππ₯³
I’m not sure what time exactly I started making this post but however long it was, I am now hungry again and ready to heat up my leftovers and actually start watching this new show on Netflix properly. It is currently paused at 08:17 minutes on the TV in front of me. My body feels
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Day 268: 23rd September 2022 | Spoiler Alert: I am cooking fresh rice!π€¦ββοΈπ
And Boss has made an absolute mess eating the first lot I made that ended up tasting terrible π€£ I think it’s probably wise to mention that I was attempting to make the flavoured rice that an old friend had taught me years ago, but a) I was also talking to Alarah on a video
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I’m currently in an online meeting for Storytelling job and feeling stupid as fu*k!
My boss never provides us with the information we need for whatever the meeting is about. Based on what was said, I clearly confused myself and because of this the idea’s I had and talked about were way off track. And now I just feel dump. Sore, tired and dumb. I know I probably shouldn’t..
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Took a break from uni to eat ..
Hahaha I came here to write a post and yet started typing this in the title… “Day 267: 22nd September” ππ Must be my subconscious reminding me that I haven’t made a video as yet today lol I’m having one of those days where I feel like I’ve been go go go since I got
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Day 266: 21st September 2022 | Just finished the graphs for my second assaignment!π
Randy would be so proud of me! I feel like he is with me, keeping me calm, wanting me to get on with getting my uni work done. I am going to watch a bit more Netflix maybe, but will probably go to sleep soon, even though I didn’t get up until 2:15 pm this
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Day 265: 20th September 2022 | Graham and I are on our way to Randy’s funeral π
I’m much calmer than I thought I’d be. I am so grateful Graham is with me βΊοΈ Update: 8:12 pm | I am in bed am absolutely exhausted. Today has been extremely long. Graham and I arrived super early given we had been told to arrive at least a half hour before hand to ensure