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I am feeling so proud of myself ππ₯³
I am loving sitting out front of my home since the weather has been so lovely lately. It’s warm but not the kind of heat where it’s literally too hot to be outside like during summer. But there is absolutely no shade and even though I use sunscreen regularly, I really felt like I needed
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Day 277: 2nd October 2022 | Do you ever stop and wonder …
How many people around you are faking being calm in very simple ordinary otherwise unthought of situations π€ Just going to the supermarket this evening for a few things ended up using so much energy because for reasons unbeknown even to myself, my overwhelm started almost immediately after walking into the store and steadily increased
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Day 276: 1st October 2022 | Woke up when Graham called me at 3:20 pm π΄
I very much needed the extra sleep. I am still utterly exhausted and in pain, and the bruises on my inner thigh look even worse and hurt a lot! And now to try and get some uni work done so that I can hopefully go and lie down for the night soon lol
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I woke up this morning with really sore inner thighs π
But had no idea why π€ I saw the bruises as soon as I got in the shower but still a few minutes to actually figure out what happened and where they came from π Then I remembered having to break into my house remember and what I had to do to be able to
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Day 275: 30th September 2022 | Just submitted AT1 Resubmission π
I applied for a few extra days yesterday, backed up with the letter from my psychiatrist, yet I didn’t even hear back at all, which was so strange. I definitely wrote a comment explaining the situation, given that today is the day Randy was buried. So, very emotional and not one that I wanted to
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Day 274: 29th September 2022 | I accidentally locked myself out of my house π³
I’m still undecided about whether I think it’s a good thing or a bad thing that I was able to break back in π π I definitely need to get a spare set cut to give to Andrew π
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This episode of Working Moms on Netflix is hitting close to home π₯Ί
There are obviously reasons why I don’t have a close group of friends. Why do I spend so much time on my own. I keep thinking about the same things like I said in my video. I am the reason for my circumstances and therefore lack of close friends. I think I have spent my
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Day 273: 28th September 2022 | It’s been a really long day π
And I’m too tired to write about it, so, if you are interested, please watch βΊοΈ
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Day 272: 27th September 2022 | Having one of those days π₯Ί
Sad, flat, angry, irritated and lonely This is how I feel Like I want to run away
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I am having a really “off” day
Everything feels wrong Every interaction with someone has felt wrong I feel extra sensitive today So close to tears Yet so easily irritated too I am a person Though I don’t always feel it There’s a time and a place for everything For now and the foreseeable future I am taking a full break of