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Today is a bad day π
I came extremely close to calling the mental health triage at the local hospital but knew I was in such a severe state that there would be a good chance they would want to admit me to ensure I’m not a danger to myself. It’s that bad now π’ This will be the first time…
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Day 299: 24th October 2022 | Where have all the hours gone??? π¬ππ
I still have so much of my assignment to do π« Thankfully, I now have until tomorrow lunchtime to submit it π Update: 8:09 pm | I can’t stop crying. For the first time in my entire university career I am genuinely scared I can’t do this. And I just keep crying and I have…
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I was able to get until lunchtime tomorrow to submit this last assignment …
But I still feel so sad and angry at myself that once again I have failed myself π I can’t stop crying π’ So I think I’ll be vaping weed with tears rolling down my checks until this done at this rate π Update: few minutes later … The tears have stopped thankfully Everything is…
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This packet of chocolate has lasted a lot longer than usual π€¨
So delicious 10:44 pm I should be asleep but clearly I’m not π€·ββοΈ I am sad and that’s ok But what is making me feel really sad and mad at myself, therefore in my most vulnerable state, is the fact that I haven’t really achieved anything this weekend and am basically no further ahead than…
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I’ve been lying on my couch next to Boss with the only light coming from the salt lamp π π
I don’t know why but this memory of a funny story Mr X told me just popped into my mind and bought with it the biggest smile to my face π This is what is currently playingβ¬οΈπ Ah the Universe is speaking so loud and clear these days.. I wish I could keep up But…
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Day 298: 23rd October 2022 | I talked for way longer than I thought I would lol π
If you make it all the way to the end, you are AWESOME! ππ₯³ Now I really must get a move on and get some work on my assignment done π€π Update: 8:31 pm | The rest of my day after this did not go even a little bit how I had hoped and thought…
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Had the best day!π€ Will probably be asleep soon π΄
Boss was so happy and excited to see me when I got home from Graham’s place at approximately 9:45 pm, that he went crazy mad zoomies and run so fast from the yard, through the dog door and laundry where his feet slid out from under him as he hit the water bowl which promptly…
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Day 297: 22nd October 2022 | Part 2 | I really need to hurry up now π
Ok, it’s time for me to get moving π
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Day 297: 22nd October 2022 | Ironing before going out lol π
But accidentally turned camera off so about to upload part 2 π
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Day 296: 21st October 2022 | I successfully paused the video but then stopped it instead starting it π π
So I was talking to myself for a few minutes there and have now just realised the time, so will have to finish this video a bit later on π βΊοΈ 2:56 pm