I was able to get until lunchtime tomorrow to submit this last assignment …

But I still feel so sad and angry at myself that once again I have failed myself ๐Ÿ˜”

I can’t stop crying ๐Ÿ˜ข

So I think I’ll be vaping weed with tears rolling down my checks until this done at this rate ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Update: few minutes later …

The tears have stopped thankfully

Everything is exactly how it’s happening as its supposed to happen and I need to pull myself out of my head and get on with it ๐Ÿ’ฏ

I have vaped a decent amount of weed ๐ŸŒฟ

And feel like it’s going to be one of those days where the more I vape the better this assignment may be ๐Ÿ˜…

2 responses to “I was able to get until lunchtime tomorrow to submit this last assignment …”

    • Yeah you would think that would help but by god am I having a bad day, or more correctly, and sad day coz I’m mad at myself and I don’t want to be but harder to do ๐Ÿ˜…

      Better keep going. Thankfully I have passed the stage of severe self harm urges and the desire to start smashing things ๐Ÿ˜’

      But, also, I am going out to finish my cigarette. Right now all I care about is getting it done. Feels like I may be in for a really long night ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ


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