But I still feel so sad and angry at myself that once again I have failed myself 😔
I can’t stop crying 😢
So I think I’ll be vaping weed with tears rolling down my checks until this done at this rate 😭
Update: few minutes later …
The tears have stopped thankfully
Everything is exactly how it’s happening as its supposed to happen and I need to pull myself out of my head and get on with it 💯
I have vaped a decent amount of weed 🌿
And feel like it’s going to be one of those days where the more I vape the better this assignment may be 😅
Life's A Story 
2 responses to “I was able to get until lunchtime tomorrow to submit this last assignment …”
Hang in there! You CAN do it. You have done much harder things.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Yeah you would think that would help but by god am I having a bad day, or more correctly, and sad day coz I’m mad at myself and I don’t want to be but harder to do 😅
Better keep going. Thankfully I have passed the stage of severe self harm urges and the desire to start smashing things 😒
But, also, I am going out to finish my cigarette. Right now all I care about is getting it done. Feels like I may be in for a really long night 😮💨
LikeLike