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The answer of how to get up earlier in the mornings is …
Going to bed, earlier and earlier. Make it like an experiment on myself. See if I achieve more during the day when I sleep for longer. It’s 9:31 pm and I am about to turn on the night time meditation that I fall asleep listening to after setting my alarm since I would like to
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Day 318: 12th November 2022 | Feeling stuck in life due to high levels of pain ๐ข
I am lying on my bed with Boss now ๐ Still feeling sad so will hopefully be asleep soon ๐ด UPDATE: I just keep reminding myself of all the good in my life as well as I can. Though internally my mind is at war with itself. I have plans for tennis with Victor at
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Day 317: 11th November 2022 | I almost put butter in my coffee! ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐คฃ
Vegan butter ** So far today is going meh ๐คทโโ๏ธ
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Day 316: 10th November 2022 | Must sleep ๐ด
So over everything right now ๐
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I’m so close to being finished…
I have folded and put away my washing and hung out the washing that I had to wash for the second time today ๐ Food is cooking, an assortment of things. There is 8:05 left on the timer. My pain levels are too high for me to safely have a shower without the risk of
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I have started a number of things throughout the day that still all need to be finished ๐
Thankfully, I am nice and chill after a joint and my just start second drink ๐ธ ๐ I have so much to do but I usually push myself to get it all done in one go but it physically crippling to do so with hours or preferably a couple of days to recover. I don’t
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Day 315: 9th November 2022 | The Opera is today!! ๐ฅณ๐
I really have to hurry up I’m constantly running behind ๐
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I can’t sleep and came across this ๐๐๐ฅณ
I am so happy ๐๐๐ฅณ
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How is it 11:38 pm?!?
I should have been asleep hours ago ๐ด ๐
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What you don’t see but I very much feel….
This is just one of my many diagnosis but it’s the one that overrides all of the rest of them if for no other reason there are times when my pain levels become so bad I can no longer walk or even stand for long periods of time. I spent years using walking sticks and