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I don’t know why this is happening ๐ญ
I’ve had two valiums, yet still a massive mess of uncontrollable tears. I had to walk away from my desk. I am lying on my bed with my new lavender teddy since Boss always leaves me when I cry. Guess he knows I’m a pathetic loser too. I wish I had someone I could turn
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Day 326: 20th November 2022 | I can’t stop crying ๐ข๐ญ
I really hate uni right now. I feel so stupid. So alone.
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I don’t always know if what I’m hearing next-door is worthy of a call to the police…
It’s stopped now and is quiet again but I can hear a lot of what goings on since my bedroom is closest to theirs Ok, I think everything is ok But will definitely call the police if I think I have to just like I always do Phone going away now as I need to
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Yummy, easy dinner! ๐๐
It’s been a strange day It’s 8:22 pm, and I just got into bed with my dinner and Netflix, ready to go once I publish this. Spoke to Graham on video for a couple of hours, hence my late dinner lol Unfortunately, I had forgotten that I urgently to call the emergency dentist because something
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Day 325: 19th November 2022 | I am making my bed around Boss since he won’t move ๐คฃ
As much as I would love to just stay in bed and watch Netflix myself, I still have plenty of statistics to learn for uni ๐ค Thankfully it does seem to be coming back to me easily enough, and my notes from the past are really good so I don’t need to write any more
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Too much too soon is never wise ๐คฏ
I have realised just recently that I am trying to add too much into my life at once. Uni has to be my main focus until I graduate, and I want to start eating better and getting healthier and fitter with tennis, that as much as I really want to join Toastmasters now, I have
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Having all the first three weeks of notes already written for this unit is helpful ๐ค
I watched one of the videos twice back to back. Still not totally sure how much I have taken in. I am now onto the next part. Today has shown me that I rely on my phone far more than I could have possibly imagined before turning it off last night, resulting in the best
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Day 324: 18th November 2022 | Time to dive into statistics ๐ค
Please pray for me ๐๐
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Day 323: 17th November 2022 | Besides these videos, I’m going off grid until Monday ๐ค
There is far too much stimulus happening in my life and I need it to stop. I added too much too soon into my life at once and now I feel so overwhelmed by the things going on that I now need to go within to help calm myself down. I need to quiet my
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I consciously decided to go back to sleep after Boss woke me for breakfast at 8:30am
And I feel great about it! My psychology session really helped me see just how much more complicated than it needs to be due to the constant pressure I put on myself ๐ It’s through sleep that my body heals itself the best, so it’s no wonder I’ve been sleeping in. Thankfully, it is working.