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Day 406: 8th February 2023 | It took all day but my assignment is finally submitted 🙌
Though I did have a breakdown around 3 pm so went and bought a bottle of vodka. I had really wanted to submit my assignment before I started vaping weed but after crying my eyes out in a panic attack, I realised that I wasn’t helping myself by not taking it. Thankfully, once I did,…
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I feel calmer now than I have all day ..
I think I’ll start vaping first thing with breakfast tomorrow 😄
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I feel like I am losing my mind
My assignment is so close to being finished but I’m now in such a level of high overwhelm I feel like I can’t breathe and am about to break down into tears. I honestly don’t know how I am going to get through this year. it’s only February and I feel like a bunded mess…
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Day 405: 7th February 2023 | I went down the rabbit hole of time in this video 😆
It’s 3:31 pm and I have so much to do 😆 I’ve spoken about uni, smoking ice in the past, giving up meat and how I gave it all up and whatever else just flowed out of me lol Hope you all enjoy it 😝
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Ahhhh I bought the wrong brand of noodles 😫
I even remember thinking I should check the picture I took, but, of course, I didn’t. I’ve just opened one now to have before getting into finishing my uni assignment and then checked because it didn’t look wrong, and it’s wrong. I bought two packets of six cups!! 🙄 I really really hope they taste…
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Day 404: 6th February 2023 | Taking a well earned break 😌
1 Year, 1 Month, 8 Days. I’ve been at my desk doing statistics for most of the day. Stepped away after seeing Andrew across the road after my tutoring session ended 😊 Now I have to go back to my assignment to finally finish and submit it 🤓
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Three hours and 18 minutes to do as much statistics work as possible before my tutoring session 😮💨
I’ve got my task open next to the seminar examples and am hoping I can work through my assignment as I go 🙌
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I ended up getting Thai takeout delivered
And am taking the rest of the evening off. I got to the point in the seminar where I have to start using the software and I knew I didn’t have the energy or brain power to do it. Tomorrow, instead of going back to sleep, I will continue working from where I left off.…
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Day 403: 5th February 2023 | Feeling sick, sad and alone 😔😢
1 Year, 1 Month, 7 Days. I have so much to do, yet am not feeling 100% and now my laptop is running slow again, and I don’t know why. Please send me healing vibes xx update: I knew I’d eventually breakdown 😭😭
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Next trimester I absolutely must try something new to stay up to date 😮💨
So far, the option on my mind currently, given how much I truly do not want to be at my desk studying today, so I’m thinking I’m going to ask Andrew to help me 😅 When the next trimester starts, I will give him $50. Provided I stay up to date, he will give me…
