And now everything is in black, white, and grey π

My cognitive level right now … “do we spell gray with an a or an e grey?” π€π€£π€£π€£
Earlier, I put my glasses case in my bedside table draw only to be confused as to why my glasses were still sitting on top of it.

Thankfully I checked since I still had to take my medication .
It’s 9:52 pm now. Technically I’ve set my sleep cycle from 9:30 pm to 6:45 am, but I have also set an extra one for 7 am. Especially since I’ve left Boss’s dog door open for him.
I crave structure now. I know I can do it. It is hard being alone for as long as I am but I started my journey to learn, and change and grow and I know I can achieve what I set out to. I openly admit I need help. Personally, I believe letting your pride stop you from asking for help makes absolutely no sense. But then again, not much does, in my opinion, these days.
But now that the trimester is over, I want to do what I can to set myself up so my last two trimesters go well and one of the best things for me to help me remember who I actually am as a fully functioning adult is helping others. Over the past few days a certain number of events has transpired, leaving me feeling really good again. More like myself. If everything keeps going the way it seems to be, I’ll share what I’m actually talking about. Though, like I said in the video description, I’m not totally sure what I’ve shared with you vs the people I know in person lol
Omg I’m tired. I’m putting the phone away π π 10:05 pm