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Day 401: 3rd February 2023 | In a funk of a mood ππ«£
I sometimes have days where I just don’t want to deal with reality. I have now realized I’m in one of those phases. The only difference is the fact it hasn’t come with a side of major depression this time, though the longer it lasts, the more worried that I will spiral if I don’t
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Day 400: 2nd February 2023 | It’s day 400 people!!π₯³
I don’t remember if I actually said the date π It’s the 2nd of February 2023 at 7:26 pm I am not currently feel great so am going to get into bed and keep watching Safe on Netflix βΊοΈ
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I feel like I’m getting sick π€§
Truthfully I’ve felt like I might sick for a while but managed to hold it off until I got more of what I needed to get through. Now the onset of stomach cramps is added on top. I’m lying on my bed watching the limited series Safe on Netflix trying to will myself to get
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Day 399: 1st February 2023 | Almost forgot to make this video, then forgot to upload it π
I am so tired. I just want to sleep for a week π΄ At least the second quiz is now finally done βοΈ There is still so much to do but I am finally learning how to slow down and do one thing at a time, due to how quickly I can fall into a
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This song has been stuck in my head all dayπ΅πΆ
It’s 5:25 pm. Time to finally do this quiz π
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Day 398: 31st January 2023 | I forgot to have dinner so now I’m starving π€€
It’s 10:19 pm It’s been a long day. Hopefully, tomorrow I’ll have a chance to actually talk about where I’m at. I definitely need it. But right now, I need super simple and easy-to-make food and to get into bed. Goodnight Everyone xx Update: Uploaded 11:22 pm with pictures below π I ended up eating
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This is driving me insane π
I even tried to do something about it on either Friday or Saturday, I think it was, but I just wasn’t strong enough to turn the lawnmower on. I tried a few times since I was hoping to my lawns and the bloody drive weeds done before I have to give Andrews lawn mower back.
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It’s not even 3 pm and I want to start drinking ππ
I am at my desk and have been all day. I honestly feel like I’m living in a constant state of anxiety which only adds to how overwhelmed I already am. It’s 2:48 pm. I have a two-hour tutoring session booked for 5:30 pm and so far am not even a little bit of how
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Day 397: 30th January 2023 | Of course it’s the wrong dayπ€¦ββοΈ I was already in a funk π€¨
Thankfully, I’m prescribed weed, so I am feeling much better now that I’m at home π‘ I’m sitting at my desk with Tool playing on my Google Nest hub, but I think I’ve accidentally connected my phone to it via Bluetooth, not the usual way and now all my phone notifications are also playing on
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Day 396: 29th January 2023 | I left this late tonight π π΄
I need to upload this and go heat up my leftovers for dinner π 11:09 pm Update: its 11:50 pm, and I have just gotten into bed, am eating vegan dessert with Bad Vegan paused on Netflix βΊοΈ