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Particular days always f*ck with me every single year …
If I genuinely felt as happy for A.B.S, this day wouldn’t do this to me. Right? I’ve been here in this position for seven times now. Eight whole years and anything can still set me off. I’m always so stressed and anxious about how I must look to other people regarding how I feel about…
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Dear Mr X
Fuck you . Get out of my head My heart And my soul You never deserved me I hope your 8th year wedding anniversary is going splendidly I never ever ever want to think of you again I honestly wish you had just died The end. 5:02 pm
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Day 440: 14th March 2023 | So distracted today ๐
I have so much to do, but I need to try and reset my body clock after sleeping through my doctor’s appointment this morning and having to pay a $30 no-show fee ๐ Because of this, I have decided not to take any Ritalin today to help me fall asleep at a better time, hopefully…
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Why do I keep kidding myself? ๐ญ
I literally just threw my uni motebook, article and pens amd highlighters across the room ๐ฅน While bursting into tears ๐ข I am so sick of this life ๐ช So sick of trying to convince myself that everything is good when really I’m so fucking alone ๐ Eight years ago today, my life changed in…
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I am such a shocking student ๐คจ
How did I not know this until my 30s? I honestly thought I was a great student back in my younger years ๐ Now, I am seriously thinking about applying for the master’s degree I want to do for next year and putting off future philosophy degrees until later ๐ค I slept through all my…
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5:55 minutes into ‘I just killed my Dad’, and I’m already saying out loud, “how”? ๐ค๐คทโโ๏ธ
So, the dabbing didn’t work. I had kind of already suspected that might be the case, truthfully, but I wanted to try any way, of course ๐ I knew retrying was pointless Oh.my.god. I wish I could type as fast as I think, but it’s impossible on my phone, especially at this time of night…
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Stoned and sex toys sound great to me ๐๐ค
I hope this works ๐ I’ve watched a few YouTube clips and have set the weed in the hairdresser up so that I don’t have to use my hands to hold it closed. I didn’t know it could even do that until today when Andrew discovered it ๐ I charged them all today and have…
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Day 439: 13th March 2023| My seminar has started ๐ค
So I better pay attention ๐ ๐ 6:11 pm Yeah, so when you miss even a couple of minutes of a live seminar, especially one in which you are using statistical software, it very quickly becomes almost impossible to catch up. Or at least it does in my case ๐ I have left the seminar because…
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Dear 100 year old self
Write a letter to your 100-year-old self. You rock!! I am so grateful that you allowed me to finally see that being me, entirely and utterly 1000% authentically me, because I love who I am now that I can see the real me ๐ฅฐ I know I still have so much to uncover and learn…
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Isn’t she beautiful ๐
Ah so cute!!! My fur baby and my weed plants are all the children I’ll ever need ๐ It’s 5:34 pm. Bout to make a coffee and continue sorting out the seminar slides so that I am ready to watch this week’s seminar that starts at 6 pm ๐ค๐ค๐