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I feel like I am losing my mind
My assignment is so close to being finished but I’m now in such a level of high overwhelm I feel like I can’t breathe and am about to break down into tears. I honestly don’t know how I am going to get through this year. it’s only February and I feel like a bunded mess
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Day 405: 7th February 2023 | I went down the rabbit hole of time in this video ๐
It’s 3:31 pm and I have so much to do ๐ I’ve spoken about uni, smoking ice in the past, giving up meat and how I gave it all up and whatever else just flowed out of me lol Hope you all enjoy it ๐
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Ahhhh I bought the wrong brand of noodles ๐ซ
I even remember thinking I should check the picture I took, but, of course, I didn’t. I’ve just opened one now to have before getting into finishing my uni assignment and then checked because it didn’t look wrong, and it’s wrong. I bought two packets of six cups!! ๐ I really really hope they taste
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Day 404: 6th February 2023 | Taking a well earned break ๐
1 Year, 1 Month, 8 Days. I’ve been at my desk doing statistics for most of the day. Stepped away after seeing Andrew across the road after my tutoring session ended ๐ Now I have to go back to my assignment to finally finish and submit it ๐ค
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Three hours and 18 minutes to do as much statistics work as possible before my tutoring session ๐ฎโ๐จ
I’ve got my task open next to the seminar examples and am hoping I can work through my assignment as I go ๐
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I ended up getting Thai takeout delivered
And am taking the rest of the evening off. I got to the point in the seminar where I have to start using the software and I knew I didn’t have the energy or brain power to do it. Tomorrow, instead of going back to sleep, I will continue working from where I left off.
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Day 403: 5th February 2023 | Feeling sick, sad and alone ๐๐ข
1 Year, 1 Month, 7 Days. I have so much to do, yet am not feeling 100% and now my laptop is running slow again, and I don’t know why. Please send me healing vibes xx update: I knew I’d eventually breakdown ๐ญ๐ญ
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Next trimester I absolutely must try something new to stay up to date ๐ฎโ๐จ
So far, the option on my mind currently, given how much I truly do not want to be at my desk studying today, so I’m thinking I’m going to ask Andrew to help me ๐ When the next trimester starts, I will give him $50. Provided I stay up to date, he will give me
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Been at my desk for hours ๐ฉ
Still got hours to go ๐ And now it feels like I might be getting sick though, I am praying it will pass soon, if I am ๐ The second half of my 50% assignment is due on the 8th of February, last quiz the 10th and then of course the exam is on the
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I’m second guessing everything at the moment, and it’s messing with my mind
I felt so good for so long, in my sense of time, most of December 2022 and January this year, 2023. But being so completely thrown for a sixer when I truly believed I had made a new friend during my first hydrotherapy class and yet was completely disrespected and defied by that person instead,