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I have finally put my washing on! 🙌
That’s an achievement in itself given how much I’ve been ignoring basically everything in my life that’s not uni 😅 Though I did manage to walk Boss yesterday. Made it one block and started feeling really anxious and wanted to go home, so instead of continuing down the back road we were on, I rounded
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Ah well, what do you know 😏
Absolutely ♡ Most people find me a little strange. Others would probably even say a lot. Now I’m laughing at the memory that just went by of Mr X telling me he had spent the first six months of our relationship a little scared of me 😅😂 But that was then and this is now
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I literally picked up my groceries two days ago….
And yet, I’ve looked in my fridge, freezer and pantry several times now and I don’t want any of it. I need to eat but seriously am just at a level of meh it’s almost asnif I just don’t care which strange because I do. Every single thing I have done starting with quitting smoking
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Ok, so I really must remember I’m prescribed Valium because I always forget until I’m in a severe state 😬😅
My point being I took one once I’d calmed myself down enough through writing the blog I did and having friends who let me vent and cry and type it out to them. Being calmer itself was nice but I was still in a pretty bad state regarding uni. That was when I noticed the
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The weed isn’t helping anymore 😭
Once again I’m back here. Crying my eyes out in such a severely bad state I can’t see properly 🥺😢😭 I’m just trying to watch a solutions video for the third practice quiz, but I honestly feel like everything I know or have ever understood is being wiped from my mind. Day by day I
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Day 407: 9th February 2023 | OMG I talked for so long when I have so much uni work to do 🤓😅
So far, it’s been a great day! Now it’s time to start working on uni 😁
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Praying Boss is ok 🙌 A new lump has appeared 🥺
I was trying to sleep listening to rain on my phone but Boss wouldn’t move no matter how many times I tried. I ended up getting up to move him and for the first time have seen a new lump has appeared. It feels different to all the rest. My vet has shown me the
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Day 406: 8th February 2023 | It took all day but my assignment is finally submitted 🙌
Though I did have a breakdown around 3 pm so went and bought a bottle of vodka. I had really wanted to submit my assignment before I started vaping weed but after crying my eyes out in a panic attack, I realised that I wasn’t helping myself by not taking it. Thankfully, once I did,
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I feel calmer now than I have all day ..
I think I’ll start vaping first thing with breakfast tomorrow 😄
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I feel like I am losing my mind
My assignment is so close to being finished but I’m now in such a level of high overwhelm I feel like I can’t breathe and am about to break down into tears. I honestly don’t know how I am going to get through this year. it’s only February and I feel like a bunded mess
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