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I just want this day to end ๐ช
Grant has been and gone, since I obviously didn’t explain well enough that there are 24 hours to start and submit the exam. So, I wasn’t actually expecting him to arrive so early given it was before 9am and I was still sleeping ๐ด I have not as yet started the exam, though I guess
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Day 411: 13th February 2023 | Content Warning – I can’t stop crying ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Content Warning โ ๏ธ Please be advised this may be a distressing video for some, so please be mindful of that ๐ I don’t recall ever feeling this bad about uni before. Everything is just messing with my head ๐ข I’m just so disappointed in myself and it’s gut-wrenching ๐
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So yummy! Pancakes for dinner ๐
Of course, Friends funniest moments on while I eat ๐คฃ
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I just know I’m going to fail this exam
I had so long to learn this. To do this. I was so happy before the Christmas and New Years break. So proud of the assignment I submitted and how hard I worked. I have worked so hard and besides that stuip 4.5% quiz that i failed, which I still can’t believe, since I have
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Like I don’t have enough to deal with already ๐
There must be a nest of cockroaches somewhere in or under my house because I have seen a few babies in the kitchen but now I’ve just seen two on my coffee table ๐ซ๐ Exam preparation not happening nearly as fast as I need it to be ๐ฎโ๐จ
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Day 410: 12th February 2023 | I thought I had already uploaded this ๐ ๐
Considering it’s 10:39 pm on Sunday the 11th of February, I’m glad I remembered it before going to sleep. I went to transfer to my website and that’s when I realised. I’m sore and exhausted and just can’t shake the feeling of being so over everything So emotionally drained to the point where I just
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My current view right now 9:32 pm ๐๐ ๐
I am exhausted. I am brain-dead. I am over feeling like I do absolutely everything wrong. Over being used by other students and then completing disrespected and dismissed as if I only exist to help them in their own life. Losing time. Not knowing how to study efficiently, struggling to focus or do anything in
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Day 409: 11th February 2023 | My mind is not being very nice right now ๐๐
I feel like I’m living in a… I have no idea what I was going to say ๐คฃ Time for food and Netflix ๐ค 8:29 pm 8:37 pm I’m soooo hungry ๐ I’ve realised something that I didn’t know was even happening and the realisation came through meeting me new awesome tutor. And that is,
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I’ve decided to start looking for a campervan for when it comes time to move ๐โบ๏ธ
I literally pray at every intersection I stop at that my car keeps going, to give some perspective on how much I need a new vehicle ๐ ๐ I have been preparing myself since July 2022 (it’s the 11th of February 2023 at 12:49 pm right now) that I will probably be moving into my wagon
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Time to catch up on myself ๐
I wonder if I’ll ever stop finding it so funny that I’m never the first person to see any of these diary-like videos ๐ค๐ Speaking of catching up on myself, I realized a few days ago that I hadn’t bought my toys out for a while because the last time I had it just didn’t