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Day 449: 23rd March 2023 | What a long day! I’m absolutely exhausted and in so much pain π«π
I woke up late. I could barely keep my eyes open during breakfast and coffee. Lay down on the couch for some reason. I’m not currently sure why. I guess I fell back asleep. I woke up when I should have been out the door. I very quickly realised that I had two options, fall
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I am so tired π₯± I stopped to get a chai late for the drive home βΊοΈ
Plus $1 hashbrown deal π I have had such a long day. I’m so exhausted. I just want to get home, smoke a couple of bongs and pass out. It will be a short video this evening π
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So far, I want five more quotes, my back added to, and butterflies added to my arm π UPDATED β¬οΈ
What tattoo do you want and where would you put it? To name a few π I went away for a bit, but now I’m back ππ 2:07 π² for a split second, I was like, “wait, what? It’s not the middle of the day.” π²π€¨ 2:32 am. Why am I still awake? I wanted
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OMG, living alone and hearing a loud bang just made me jump π²
My heart stopped for a moment, I swear. I paused the tv and everything. Boss seemed fine, though so I figured I had nothing to worry about βΊοΈ I am in bed now and currenty have a YouTube video titled “What is a personality disorder?” paused on my tv. I am actually really excited about
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Day 448:22nd March 2023 | I had to end my call to make and share this on time π π
According to the rules that appear to be in my head π€£π€£π€£π€£π€£π€£ I was up at 6 am, which was nice, especially since I had work this morning π It’s 11:50 pm, and I am feeling somewhat awake, so I think I might start reading the next article for my assignment π€ Goodnight everyone x
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I hope my video uploads in time π π¬π
Time sure got away from me again π«£ Looks like it will be after midnight π§π€ So, ah, this is a photo of my snack box under my bed ππ ππ
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This is what $220 worth of tanning accelerator looks like π€£π€£π€£π€£
I mean, it will last a long time π Time to start using my baby again πππ I saw the skin cancer doctor last week on Thursday the 16th of March 2023 and he said my skin is fine so I can tan π€ Sure, people who own solariums aren’t exactly skin cancer doctor’s favourite
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Day 447: 21st March 2023 | An emotional rollercoaster of emotions today π’
I don’t think I’ve explained it very well. Not sure if I’ve explained anything very well the past few days. Why do I let uni break me? I honestly can’t seem to get anything to work. I feel like an invalid. Whatever this is, it is new. I have never truly felt this helpfulness before
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Ah, finally, the perfect music to listen to π
So much reading Lab reports take so much effort to produce 5:32 pm
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It turns out I didn’t thoroughly read my lab report assignment instructions ππ€¨
It’d been funny if it wasn’t making me wish I was in a hospital getting serious help. Ahhhh, but as my psychiatrist said to me on Friday.. Yes, your life has been hard, it is always going to be harder than other peoples, but you’re resilient…Like, what’s the problem? Keep being resilient. I honestly never