Angry at myself mostly but just sad all round in general.

I dropped a unit today. I have accepted defeat and am now resigned to the fact that I won’t graduate until the end of trimester two next year in 2022.

But there’s no ruah to finish I know this but 6 years just feels like such a long time. Yet with my current grades and where I’m at this trimester I know I have zero chance at honours next year.

And i guess that is playing into a part of my I feel angry at myself. But I’m just trying to remind myself that I’m doing my best even though sometimes it doesn’t feel like it.

Thankfully my dinner is nearly ready. I’m still currently eating easy vegan meals that don’t require any actual cooking. Cooking sucks on a regular day but when I’m depressed? It’s highly unlikely I’ll want to cook..