I now know once and for all what grades I need on my remaining psychology units to get into honours. I also know I won’t make it. There is no way I can get mid to high 80s on all remaining units.

My current average is 74%. I am beyond devastated. Managed to stop crying after smoking bit of weed but the tears are back.

All of my passion and purpose was based on completing many degrees. Studying what I’m passionate about.

I wanted to keep studying psychology so much but now my dream and everything connected to it is dead. Over. And yet I still have to finish the 5 units I have left for my undergraduate degree, knowing full well that no matter how hard I try i won’t make the grades.

So now im lying on my couch with Boss crying my eyes out. Can barely see what I’m typing 😭