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The sooner I can get my breathing under control the sooner I can get back to working on this damn literature review 😞🥺
It’s 6:18pm Sunday night. This morning I was calm. Now I am not and haven’t been for a number of hours. Just reminding myself to breathe. Just breathe. Focusing on the fact I am doing the best I can given the overwhelming pressure I have felt all week. If I had been left to submit
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I feel blue and like a bad student 🥺
Today I’ve mostly just dealt with stress and overwhelm and trying to stay calm 😔 I’ve cried and taken 3 of these today 😢 Thank goodness for Boss. I honestly don’t know what I’d do without him 💞
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It feels like ages since I last posted..
… and so much has happened. I’ve closed down my snapchat because I want to solely post here but it’s been like a week I think and this is my first post in ages.. And as much as I want to write to myself here or make a video, I still have to do my
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I feel angry.. or at least I’m going through waves of it..
Angry at myself mostly but just sad all round in general. I dropped a unit today. I have accepted defeat and am now resigned to the fact that I won’t graduate until the end of trimester two next year in 2022. But there’s no ruah to finish I know this but 6 years just feels
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Trying to write a literature review on major depressive episodes is not fun when feeling low yourself 😔
I’m not even really sure how I feel. Definitely an empty sort of feeling. Not sad per say but not myself either. I am trying to focus all of my energy into my school work as I have so much to do and multiple assignments that need to be completed. But even that feels hard
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I feel flat as f*ck 😔
My dreams are still as intense as ever. I am remembering them all throughout the days following them… And today I just feel flat and like I could cry. I have I no doubt seeing the happy family photos of Mr X is contributing to how I feel. But I have so much uni work
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I just received my lowest uni grade ever and it’s bought me to tears..
I have been trying to prepare myself for this since what happened with the exam. I know I would have do so much better without the panic attack and if I had of actually managed to finish it. Now I just feel so sad amd can’t stop the tears from coming. I promised myself when
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Man my mum makes me sad sometimes 😥🙄
I wish this wasn’t true but it is. I love her so much and I honestly don’t think she knows or accepts it But all she continues to do is dismiss me, minimise me and compare me to all these “people I know who have multiple conditions and they just take their meds and get
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Sometimes I guess you need to write something for someone else to really get it…
I have been scrolling through reddit since getting out of the bath/shower. I say it like this because for the first half I sat under the shower and let the bath fill up around me while I cried. . Thankfully I was able to actually wash my hair, shave, brush teeth, was face and body
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