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I honestly can’t believe this is happening.. I have so much to do ๐ซ and now my laptop isn’t charging ๐
As soon as I wrote that title the reason why this is happening clicked into place.. I have so much to do and I’m over it. At every single level.. therefore that’s the vibration I’m putting out so the Universe is just bringing me more of it. Manifestation is real fpr everything. The good the
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The sooner I can get my breathing under control the sooner I can get back to working on this damn literature review ๐๐ฅบ
It’s 6:18pm Sunday night. This morning I was calm. Now I am not and haven’t been for a number of hours. Just reminding myself to breathe. Just breathe. Focusing on the fact I am doing the best I can given the overwhelming pressure I have felt all week. If I had been left to submit
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I feel angry.. or at least I’m going through waves of it..
Angry at myself mostly but just sad all round in general. I dropped a unit today. I have accepted defeat and am now resigned to the fact that I won’t graduate until the end of trimester two next year in 2022. But there’s no ruah to finish I know this but 6 years just feels
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Trying to write a literature review on major depressive episodes is not fun when feeling low yourself ๐
I’m not even really sure how I feel. Definitely an empty sort of feeling. Not sad per say but not myself either. I am trying to focus all of my energy into my school work as I have so much to do and multiple assignments that need to be completed. But even that feels hard





