I don’t know why I started smoking cigarettes again. I think probably because I had the odd one here or there when drinking with my friends who smoke. With the stressors of uni and life got rhe better of me I guess I just decided to say fuck it for now and just smoke. Going…
My dreams are still as intense as ever. I am remembering them all throughout the days following them… And today I just feel flat and like I could cry. I have I no doubt seeing the happy family photos of Mr X is contributing to how I feel. But I have so much uni work…