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In tears on my bed hating the world and myself most of all.
I am not in a place of love. I am not high vibing. I am crying to myself alone in my house after losing it at the uber grocery person and her partner. Of course even my fucking uber eats grocery person had to bring to partner! She sent me a picture of a replacement
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I think I’m feeding into the fear but I don’t know why ๐ฑ
I feel like the silence around me is deafening and instead it’s like inside of my mind is screaming ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ๐ซ Why??? That ah … I know why I already started talking about it And yet my fear just made me delete the message and photo I most recently sent to the group chats. Well the
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I just want to be me but I’m still afraid
The videos aren’t working for me the way i need them to. I will continue to make them, for sure, it’s a daily diray, you don;t just stop something, esspiceically something important ljust because you realise you need to up it, and that’s what I’ve realised I need to do. But I want to do
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Day???: 10th June 2023 | Part 2 | I’m exhausted and now all of a sudden no longer…
I honestly have no recollection of what I wanted to say โบ๏ธ 4:04 pm UPDATE: 12:59 pm |I thought I had already uploaded this ๐ ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐
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Day???: 10th June 2023 | I got all but a few on the stalks and branches in so I’m happy โบ๏ธ
Into the slow cooker lol ๐ To make weed oil. 3:50 am UPDATE: 12:57 pm |I thought I had already uploaded this ๐ ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐
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Myself. And my dog, Boss โก
Who do you spend the most time with? 4:06 am
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Day ???: 9th June 2023 | Today is a great day โบ๏ธ๐
I’m exhausted ๐ฅฑ Still, quite a bit to do ๐ 11:34 pm
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I’m afraid of my oven ๐ณ๐
There, I’ve finally said it out loud ๐ฎโ๐จ I’m not totally sure what to do about it though other than stop using the oven and stick to stove top and microwave ๐๐๐ 5:56 pm
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I want to be connected. I want to be live right now. This is coming.
It’s only a matter of when. As of 5:10 pm on 9th of June 2023 I’m not sure when. But it’s happening. I’m not doing this alone anymore. I’ve had a enough. I dance to the music in mu kitchen as I clean my house and bake my weed while trying to determine if my
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My house smells amazing!!
I am finally decarbing all my weed trim to get the oil on today ๐ 4:35 pm