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Day 532: 14th June 2023 | I’m so tired I don’t currently remember what we spoke about π π
See title πβΊοΈπ Oh, it’s my psychology appointment from this afternoon π§π€£ 8:26 pm It’s 10:20 pm – uploaded now
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I can hear the rain starting and it instantly makes me smile βΊοΈ
I love the sound of the rain. I hope it gets louder and heavier. While staying safe. I’m past exhausted now and really should put my phone away but I just keep looking at cars online. 12:30 am
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Day 531:13th June 2023 | So, I missed a couple of days π
I’m so tired. If interested, please watch βΊοΈ 10:19 pm Uploading at 11:17 pm
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This time I’m reading the rules on YouTube first π π€π€£
I find these two βοΈ laws somewhat confusing, but from what I’m taking away from most of this information does appear to be more in regards to using music in a predetermined way. I don’t know, but I do know, this channel is a lot of things but trying to make money isn’t one of
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Throwback photo πππ
I must admit, I seriously love getting dressed up to go out π―π Or in a lot of cases, dressed down to as little as possible π 5:57 pm
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Dear Grant
I honestly cannot believe you. Of all the people I know you were the last person I would have believed could be so cruel. Yes, I’m calling you out here because I know there is a chance you will read it. Maybe if you do you might wake up to what you are doing. I
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I went to make a video but couldn’t bring myself to do and instead broke down into tears again π₯Ή
So I have put my sling on and tried to strap my arm up as best as I can. I am in bed still and have put Fake Profile on Netflix. I still have all of this week and next before I go back to work on the 24th of June, so I am going
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Thankfully, I’m already feeling better βΊοΈ
Food, Friends and Boss has definitely helped. So, has reading Reddit for hours in bed before finally getting up to make coffee and cheese toasties. I hesitated when making the second sandwich but made it anyway, and wish I hadn’t. It seems to be a common theme lately, making too much food. I also have
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And just like that, I feel so flat, I don’t want to get out of bed.
I forgot it was a public holiday until I checked my calendar. I’m the main character of my story. As are all of you. There’s a subreddit with that name, the main character taking the piss but I see it as a story. I’d happily have everyone I know in my videos and use their
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In tears on my bed hating the world and myself most of all.
I am not in a place of love. I am not high vibing. I am crying to myself alone in my house after losing it at the uber grocery person and her partner. Of course even my fucking uber eats grocery person had to bring to partner! She sent me a picture of a replacement