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I went to make a video but couldn’t bring myself to do and instead broke down into tears again π₯Ή
So I have put my sling on and tried to strap my arm up as best as I can. I am in bed still and have put Fake Profile on Netflix. I still have all of this week and next before I go back to work on the 24th of June, so I am going…
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Thankfully, I’m already feeling better βΊοΈ
Food, Friends and Boss has definitely helped. So, has reading Reddit for hours in bed before finally getting up to make coffee and cheese toasties. I hesitated when making the second sandwich but made it anyway, and wish I hadn’t. It seems to be a common theme lately, making too much food. I also have…
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And just like that, I feel so flat, I don’t want to get out of bed.
I forgot it was a public holiday until I checked my calendar. I’m the main character of my story. As are all of you. There’s a subreddit with that name, the main character taking the piss but I see it as a story. I’d happily have everyone I know in my videos and use their…
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In tears on my bed hating the world and myself most of all.
I am not in a place of love. I am not high vibing. I am crying to myself alone in my house after losing it at the uber grocery person and her partner. Of course even my fucking uber eats grocery person had to bring to partner! She sent me a picture of a replacement…
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I think I’m feeding into the fear but I don’t know why π±
I feel like the silence around me is deafening and instead it’s like inside of my mind is screaming π«π«π«π« Why??? That ah … I know why I already started talking about it And yet my fear just made me delete the message and photo I most recently sent to the group chats. Well the…
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I just want to be me but I’m still afraid
The videos aren’t working for me the way i need them to. I will continue to make them, for sure, it’s a daily diray, you don;t just stop something, esspiceically something important ljust because you realise you need to up it, and that’s what I’ve realised I need to do. But I want to do…
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Day???: 10th June 2023 | Part 2 | I’m exhausted and now all of a sudden no longer…
I honestly have no recollection of what I wanted to say βΊοΈ 4:04 pm UPDATE: 12:59 pm |I thought I had already uploaded this π π€¦ββοΈπ
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Day???: 10th June 2023 | I got all but a few on the stalks and branches in so I’m happy βΊοΈ
Into the slow cooker lol π To make weed oil. 3:50 am UPDATE: 12:57 pm |I thought I had already uploaded this π π€¦ββοΈπ
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Myself. And my dog, Boss β‘
Who do you spend the most time with? 4:06 am
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Day ???: 9th June 2023 | Today is a great day βΊοΈπ
I’m exhausted π₯± Still, quite a bit to do π 11:34 pm