I’m tired and sore and ready for food and to relax Getting some done is better than none 6:16 pm

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I guess the fact that I’m at university means I’m not, but, unfortunately, that doesn’t change how dumb I feel 😳 I have to figure out a beter way to study, because I really need to retain more information than I currently do. Though, on a good note, I have been enrolled in this unit…

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First day of classes and I didn’t even attend 😔 I feel so flat and easily triggered, I just keep crying any time I think about uni. I wish I had remembered to keep to myself instead of trying to do something nice. I literally haven’t gotten dressed in two days. I just want to…

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I am no longer excited about uni starting again tomorrow. I’m not looking forward to anything. I feel flat as f*ck once again. I am done giving a sh*t. I just want to finish this damn degree which no longer even makes any sense as to why I’ve done it. I no longer believe that…

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I ended up sleeping through all of my alarms and a half dozen of missed calls from my client and Juice. I was lucky Boss woke me up when he did 😅 Because of what time I arrived, it meant we didn’t have time to go out for breakfast 🙄 But my make-up is done,…

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A nice little letter from my psychologist to my doctor asking for approval to receive more psychology sessions throughout the year ☺️ The reason group didn’t work for me is because it was a two-hour dbt session once a week where we got through almost none of what we were supposed to, so, since I’ve…

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It’s 1:21 am 🥱 I am super happy though because I have finally updated my uni notes for this trimester and combined them into a pdf 😁 The first time, the content pages with the learning objectives on them were uploaded after the notes, which is confusing since I uploaded the documents in the correct…

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The weirdest thing just happened. All of a sudden, I wanted to turn Friends off. I guess I just need a break from it since it’s been playing in the background while I work on something for uni. I’ve put the series ‘Mom’ on, in the background instead. I’ve seen the series before, only once…

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Thankfully, as is usually the case, I am feeling better since seeing my psychologist. I filled her in on getting a new car, talking to my father, my mother finally admitting she doesn’t believe that all my health conditions I live with are real, and needing to get Webster packs from the pharmacy. This is…

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I feel like the Universe is showing me more and more reasons as to why I need to continue to share. Juice was a sweetheart and called me and that helped me calm down and I even managed to fill my pillbox while talking to him, which was really good because I didn’t take my…

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