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University makes me feel so dumb ππ
I guess the fact that I’m at university means I’m not, but, unfortunately, that doesn’t change how dumb I feel π³ I have to figure out a beter way to study, because I really need to retain more information than I currently do. Though, on a good note, I have been enrolled in this unit…
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Day 558: 10th July 2023 | It’s ok to not be ok ππ
First day of classes and I didn’t even attend π I feel so flat and easily triggered, I just keep crying any time I think about uni. I wish I had remembered to keep to myself instead of trying to do something nice. I literally haven’t gotten dressed in two days. I just want to…
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Day 557: 9th July 2023 | Want to cut myself off from the world we live in π
I am no longer excited about uni starting again tomorrow. I’m not looking forward to anything. I feel flat as f*ck once again. I am done giving a sh*t. I just want to finish this damn degree which no longer even makes any sense as to why I’ve done it. I no longer believe that…
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Day 556: 8th July 2023 | I’m going to see Rocky Horror live again today and I’m so excited!! ππ₯³
I ended up sleeping through all of my alarms and a half dozen of missed calls from my client and Juice. I was lucky Boss woke me up when he did π Because of what time I arrived, it meant we didn’t have time to go out for breakfast π But my make-up is done,…
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I seriously love therapy π
A nice little letter from my psychologist to my doctor asking for approval to receive more psychology sessions throughout the year βΊοΈ The reason group didn’t work for me is because it was a two-hour dbt session once a week where we got through almost none of what we were supposed to, so, since I’ve…
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Day 555: 7th July 2023 | I definitely need to go to sleep now ππ
It’s 1:21 am π₯± I am super happy though because I have finally updated my uni notes for this trimester and combined them into a pdf π The first time, the content pages with the learning objectives on them were uploaded after the notes, which is confusing since I uploaded the documents in the correct…
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Day 554: 6th July 2023 | This night has flown by. It’s much later than I thought π
The weirdest thing just happened. All of a sudden, I wanted to turn Friends off. I guess I just need a break from it since it’s been playing in the background while I work on something for uni. I’ve put the series ‘Mom’ on, in the background instead. I’ve seen the series before, only once…
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Day 553: 5th July 2023 | Part 2 | Today’s psychology session βΊοΈ
Thankfully, as is usually the case, I am feeling better since seeing my psychologist. I filled her in on getting a new car, talking to my father, my mother finally admitting she doesn’t believe that all my health conditions I live with are real, and needing to get Webster packs from the pharmacy. This is…
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Day 553: 5th July 2023 | I made this right before I burst into tears π₯Ή
I feel like the Universe is showing me more and more reasons as to why I need to continue to share. Juice was a sweetheart and called me and that helped me calm down and I even managed to fill my pillbox while talking to him, which was really good because I didn’t take my…
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Day 552: 4th July 2023 | Slept most of today π΄
Yet, it’s only 6:42 pm and I’m ready to go back to sleep π₯±