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I’m feeling good but overly aware of my thoughts
Have I always been like this? Was I always this afraid yet didn’t know it? Is this what makes me become a monster? I see it now. So differently. It’s good though. Because I can really see it, well, probably not all of it … Going within is brutal, hard, exhausting and sometimes gut-wrenching but…
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Day 571: 23rd July 2023 | Part 2 | The new alarm in the kitchen just started going off ๐คจ
And it is really loud. I thought I’d heard it go off early this morning but it was at a volume that I was able to tune out, so, I’m really glad Juice called me. Anyway, it sounded way loud this time around, so I wanted to get it on video lol did not realise…
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Day 571: 23rd July 2023 | I saw Rocky Horror for the third time today :)
A different actor was playing Frank N Furter which I was not expecting. He played the character differently, so it was like watching an entirely different version. I was awesome, of course, lol The strangest time happened at the intermission, too, a woman and late teenager came up to me and my friends and sort…
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Day 570: 22nd July 2023 | Part 2 | Everything is awesome today!! ๐
I’ve seen The Human Centipede this morning, which made me queasy but it was not as bad as I thought it would be.. Tried Sushi Train for the first time and it was delicious!! Now I’m off to see Barbie with some friends and I am super excited!!p 3:28 pm Update: There were only two…
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Day 570 | 22nd July 2023 | Up at 6 am! So, I had to make a record of it ๐คฃ๐คฃ
It helps when I have a friend to help me get up and make coffee ๐ ๐ Posted at 10:13 am
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Day 569: 21st July 2023 | Just realised now that I still need to make a video ๐คฃ
I’m still exhausted and struggling to get up. Juice called me at 9:15 am and I told him I had a lecture to watch and my tax appointment was at 2 pm. Yet, as soon as the call ended, I rolled straight over, cuddled into Boss and went back to sleep. I woke at 12…
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Day 568: 20th July 2023 | I am accepting that I need to sleep some days to help myself โก
I physically and mentally cannot sustain something every day, especially not long days like lately. I am choosing to finally see how much I am achieving and approving myself. I’ve been working on this in therapy for years. I am seeing things differently once again and it’s wonderful. I will explain in a video when…
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The lump where my broken rib is has started to hurt again when lying down at night ๐
It’s been happening for the past number of nights now and it’s really painful. But then again, all of me is painful. I’ve decided to watch the last hour and a half of this week’s lecture at home tomorrow morning using both screens. After that I am going to go to Cassidy’s place for the…
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Getting really stoned and watching Netflix ๐คฃ
Which activities make you lose track of time? This is definitely one of my favourite pass times. When just wearing clothes on a bad day can cause extreme pain, believe me, you’d probably love it too. I am enjoying picking parts up for Michael my mechanic but, it’s to places a lot further away than…
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Day 567: 19th July 2023 | I accidentally gave two $50 notes stuck together paying for petrol ๐
I had just put two $50 notes into my wallet with the $40 (two $20 notes) so I know exactly how much money I had. I went directly to the petrol station and the fuel came to $85. I meant to give the cashier $90 but before I’d even left the store I realised the…